omg hi b !! i hope you’re doing well <333 the entire writing process for mfif was my favorite writing process i’ve ever had, a cathartic experience written mostly sitting on the porch room of my family home with windows open to let in a summer breeze, but my favorite scene to write was definetly the scene at the party with yj, bg, and hyvnjn. it’s one of the the only times i’ve ever fully cried while writing, and it ended up taking a much more tender tone than originally anticipated, which i really liked. i wanted to handle the idea of finding queer community and coming to terms with your identity with a lot of care, and i like to think that it translated to the page from my heart. i also really really love the character of mfif hj and the way he treats bmjn with such gentleness and understanding :,) i also tend to have a lot of trouble writing dialogue that flows naturally or feels convincing, and that scene has my favorite dialogue i’ve ever written, both in the trio conversation and then the bmjn moments that follow. i love writing raw emotion, and i really got to dig into it then!! ty for your question and for letting me yap about mfif(i miss them every day <3) i hope my ramble was at least somewhat coherent lolol