irl friend group found out about omegaverse and said i'd definitely be an omega if it were real (did not speculate for anybody else in the group, just me),, then started calling themselves my alphas, calling me a good boy, saying i'm made to take a knot, i smell good etc...we joke around about sexual stuff a lot, so this isn't unusual, and i'm not sexually or romantically attracted to them but...oh my god i was bright red and trembling. oh my god. i hope this happens to bomi but i also cannot believe it happened to me

i have nobody in my life to share this with so i wanted to share with you! i'm so excited today bc i'm transmasc with such severe dysphoria that i developed vaginismus, but i desire penetrative pleasure really bad and i've shed a lot of tears of frustration bc im so scared of my own genitalia that i haven't been able to look at it or touch it my whole life aside from clitoral stimulation (im 22)...well today, after a few months of warming up to it slowly, i was able to get half of a regular sized dildo in me and it didn't hurt!! AND it felt rly good!! and any discomfort i felt didn't scare me, and im already excited to try again!! part of me wishes i had someone to help me or talk me through it but i'm all the more proud that i did this on my own!!