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Anonymous · 1mo
hi final I really can’t put into words how much I love ur JJK work. I think about THTF and DSSCTM literally every day. If u feel comfortable answering I was wondering what ur process for writing is and why u enjoy/choose to write mostly heavy/dark content? I thought it might help me understand why I’m so drawn to it as well (besides ur devastatingly beautiful writing style) It I’d also really like to be friends! sorry if this comes off as weird or insensitive i’m not great at articulating my thoughts😬
Hey anon! Sorry for just seeing this now. I haven't been checking my retrospring as frequently.
First of all, thank you so much for sending me this message. I was so pleasantly surprised to read this!
My process for writing is... hmm. Kind of all over the place. It always starts with a single scene. Usually this happens when I'm listening to music, driving, or showering. I'm not sure why, but this is when I most often tend to maladaptive daydream. I tend to "see" scenes play out in my head like a movie, and then from there, an entire story will develop. I've always had a very vivid imagination, ever since I was a kid.... Sometimes I don't even write as much as I just note down the things I'm seeing occur in my head. Sometimes I start with a rough outline, other times I just start writing. I heavily base my scenes around dialogue, a lot like a screenwriter or playwright would.
This daydreaming thing is partly a survival mechanism. I struggle with dissociation as a symptom of CPTSD. The short answer is to why I write heavy/dark content is because it's a way for me to process my own trauma and the world around me. It helps me express my own feelings, and I simply find it more interesting to explore taboo topics than common ones. In fiction, you can do anything, be anything, it's an experiment of sorts that I find fascinating.
As for being friends, as long as you are 20+ (as I'm not comfortable interacting with people online who are younger than that) I'd love to! I'm always happy to talk about writing and fandom. Please DM me or add me on discord. My username there is @finalproject, I'm easy to find! Don't worry about being weird, you're very sweet and thoughtful, anon!
Anonymous · 2mo
My advice for when you don’t wanna live anymore is to scroll through jayvik nsfw fan art hope this helps lol. On a serious note I hope you’re doing ok final!!
Anonymous · 4mo
I’m sending you lots of love 💗 there’s so much people who care about you. I do and I’m sorry for being on anon but I really do care. Pls stay strong 💗
Hey no apologies needed for being an anon, what I said before was only in reference to the flirting. In that situation, there's too much of an imbalance when you guys get to be anonymous but I don't, it feels unfair and it made me uncomfortable, but with other asks and interactions, feel free to send anons. I appreciate them and I appreciate you ♥️
Anonymous · 4mo
Your last tweet was a bit too relatable final 😔
I finally accepted that it was never gonna happen with my straight best friends after 7 years. It’s such a fucking shitty feeling loving them wholeheartedly and then seeing them date other people. Especially when they complain about them and you’re just sitting like there like, I would do absolutely anything for you and these stupid men don’t deserve you. Wishing you the best with all that
Thanks anon, I'm not exactly in love with my best friend, but I adore her so much as a person and would do anything for her, I see the light and love and immensely positive impact she has on the world and I can't imagine how anyone would see her as anything less. She has a track record of dating shitty men (and so do I, to be honest) and I just hate how they have treated her as replaceable when she's absolutely not. When I would kill to have someone care about me as much as she cares about them.
It's hard for me not to sound like an incel or like I got "friendzoned" when I say this, but the treatment women are willing to except from men just because they're men blows my mind. I think I can say this because I've been there (thanks comphet). But man, it's hard.
I just kind of wonder why it seems so easy for some people to be loved and it never has been for me. I don't think it's in the cards for me, as much as it hurts to say.
lilliesoawesome · 4mo
i about lost my shit i thought ur twitter pfp was that one image of bald gojo..
Anonymous · 4mo
Did you ever make a cosplay?
Imagine doing a cosplay with another person together and then bring your favorite pair to life <333
(Satosugu, zakkura and sephikura) DKFLSKLSDGKLDSJF
I love to cosplay. I'm poor and don't have the time to do it properly right now, but it's my dream to really put my all into it someday. Tbh, I struggle sometimes because I want to do realistic cosplays, and I'm black, so there aren't a lot of anime characters for me to choose from. I would love to do a Prowler Miles cosplay from Across the Spiderverse though...
I first cosplayed way back when I was... 12? I was Sui Feng from Bleach LOL
Anonymous · 4mo
Please dom me final <3 And I would love to have a (praise) session with you, that would fix alot of stuff in me i think <3
hope you are doing well <3
Anonymous · 4mo
Imagine having the moral backbone of a pool noodle 😭 how do you live like that
they steal others words and use that to reinforce their non existent spine, having to go in for monthly appointments to plagiarise someone else’s work to maintain their hooliganism and fraud.
I guess so. I just can't understand what goes through someone's head to make them think that's okay to do? "I won't get caught so it's fine?"
I have so much respect for other people's work and the time and effort that goes into it. Writing can be an incredibly personal process for so many, to plagiarize is to claim not only the words, but everything else as your own. Disrespect to the entire process, to all artists, not just one.
Anonymous · 4mo
‘How’re people finding people to date through fandom, who want me?’ Literally all of your followers do final, we’re just scared😮💨
Anonymous · 4mo
Hi final! I was wondering what your favourite songs are at the moment?
Anonymous · 4mo
i'm so in love with your writing style i've read all of your jjk fics several times. i wish i could express my love in a more articulate manner, but i'm making an effort to go through and comment on my favorites soon <3
Wow, thank you. I haven't had any time at all to write lately, so it means a lot that people are still reading my old work and that it resonates with them. It feels like a lifetime has passed since I wrote some of those fics, but I put so much into them emotionally, and a lot of them are really personal to me in ways.
I struggle a lot with existential dread, so thanks for helping me feel seen, and like I've had an impact on this beautiful speck of dust we call a planet.
Anonymous · 4mo
How's the goat doing
Anonymous · 5mo
I looovveee your spotify playlists ommggg...!! 🤎
I just found them a while ago... you have a good taste in music :)
Anonymous · 6mo
Same anon again here with the little crush, sorry i'm on vacation atm and didn't checked here since i asked this,
I just wanna say thank you that made me crying out some happy tears, my body trembled while reading this 🥺😭❤️
Anonymous · 6mo
How's life been treating you recently??
Really good! I've been busy but good and best of all the GAINS are coming in excellently. w in the chat.
You may have noticed I'm not on twt quite as much lately, that's because I'm trying to step back for my mental health, it's getting really toxic on social media because of the upcoming elections and such. So I've been focusing on my new discord server instead :D