hi peepo 🫂🫂 a lil late sorry, and less of a question post rather than just. comfort. Grabs a plushie version of your Gale, Hanzo, Goro, qpp, sibs, bf, other yumes and cats in a little circle around you and hands you some stim fidgets
hands you as well mac n cheese box so you don't have to place tm mental energy in figuring out physical sustenance as well as any other foods that would help you through this time.

words aren't really. wording. rn. but if we could grab you and your stuff from SF and just keep you here on the east coast we would. in a heartbeat- I think about it a lot honestly and wished it was a possibility
I wish we could help you find other options, so that you weren't the only one shouldering this burden ;; because planning for a future that never feels set in stone is nervewracking and suffocates the heart in ways I can never properly say. You didn't deserve this- any of this. It's horrid that the judges don't have percautionary measures for situations like yours, and its deeply upsetting seeing your 2nd mother feed these lies to your mum, with conceptions of you that hold no true basis other than to satisfy her own point.

if you ever have the mental energy to sort of bring any of us together who you think might be able to help you with planning any other steps we can take for the future please begging we would love to help, even if we can't plan or research with you- just to be there 🫂🫂