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—tides of my past, etched my scars into dragon scales ⋆ jing yuan [hsr] yume! (starstorm/yumi/🦁🦝/🏹/🌩️🌟)
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miko hey :( i'm terribly sorry so many things are coming to you at once contrary to popular belief(?? why does the world hate you so much ..) you Do deserve love you deserve the love of raphael, gale, hanzo and goro, all of your boyfriends you deserve all of their love no matter how much people are trying to strip that away from you
if the world can't allow you to have anything you should at least allowed to have that. they'll reassure you of that no matter how much you ask and i can definitely say that theyll go out of their ways to ensure your happiness and safety. all of them. they might be morally grey, raphael especially, he may be a devil but he chose to spare you for a reason, he loves you for a reason. all of them do
you do not have to deliver anything, you do not have to prove anything, you're simply one of the rare, wonderful, genuinely kind humans in this cruel world and that alone is more than enough. and you hold so many respectable talents too which all of your boyfriends cheer you on on!!
you are more than deserving of thinking about comforting things with them too so just .. imagine plain and simply cuddling tenderly with raphael if you're in the right state of mind rn. he only softens up for you and you alone, hell only hold you and you alone like that, because he loves you and you alone
all of them do. no matter what anyone says, what the tl tries to shove into your face in order to drive you more into despair. please always remember that
I don’t have much to say but thank you qq this made me tear up more in the /vpos direction and genuinely helped me a lot;;;; if no one got me i know leaven and my husbands got me can i get an amen 🥹 cuddling with any of them would be nice… though raphael having both ice and fire would be amazing at temperature regulation so i think cuddles with him would be real special in that sense… though i could imagine sometimes I’d ask for cuddles in his human form idk something about his human form is nice too… though his devil form is my favorite simply because it’s his true form and i like seeing him in his true form whdbsjjfjsjdjs sorry that’s so unrelated im just. yeah um yeah whhdhshshs thank you /gensrs
helloooo hayi waves at you okay i'm not entirely sure of how gale and raphael perceive each other in game but i do know that even with their differences if they have any they do their best to work together to make their shared s/o the happiest person in the world, even if just for a short time!!
ur husbands love seeing you experience glimpses of happiness and adore your expression of that happiness especially during hard times like these. both of them and i too are sending much strength and energy your way 🫶🫶
stay strong and keep fighting and be proud of the battles you have already fought. gale and raphael are proud of you and love you always and forever
waaa thank you so much ;; i really appreciate reading this bc like- it’s just been so difficult recently what with what has happened and im just aaa (+cont in priv thread) the fact they’d be proud of me and love me regardless makes me so so happy ;;;; i love them so so much ;; im gonna crybfdbbdbfnd /pos-
actually they don’t have too much of a negative opinion of each other and gale is actually one of the people in the camp who tell you that you should at least consider Raphael’s proposition/contract. but he does have ill feelings about him later on, i found out but idk why? i think he’s mostly neutral on Raphael. idk how raphael thinks about gale though esp since gale was involved with the goddess of magic and his dad is literally the archdevil known for magic, kinda like her [said goddess] anti in a sense 😭 maybe he wants to. Idk take his soul LMAO
hai hayi!! just overheard raphael rambling about how you are as pretty as the moon and he feels driven to you like the ocean. you're so otherworldly but he just can't help it!!
otherworldly both in the literal sense but also in the sense where you're so unique and hold so much kindness in your heart that it sets you apart from other humans. you showed him that goodness exists in this world, even!! don't tell him i told you though /lh
big fan of rahayi and raphamiko y'all are too cute 😭💕 and your dynamics with both of them are so unique and intriguing as always .. #2 fan of the relationships after your s/os themselves for real!!
and i like the tragedy of your s/i being mortal and them being immortal and them not being able to help themselves but fall for you because you're such a wonderful person indeed and deserve the best and they think so too!!
they're definitely more than willing to adapt to your circumstances, if you need to take something slow, depending on what it is, they'll gently remind you to get it done but otherwise help you do stuff at the time you're comfortable with, if you're not comfortable in a situation either of them will get you out of it by all means!!
rahadin and raphael love u so much it's so cute how they have a soft spot for you .. you captured their hearts and they never want you to let go of it ever for real!!
waaaa thank you 🥹 this made me really happy to read ue ue YOURE SO RIGHT!!!! thank you for being a fan of our dynamics ue ue 🥺👉👈 I'm sure that Rahadin and Raphael would be very grateful of your support and I am really;;;; I really like the whole immortal thing;;; I've put my OCs through it actually LMAO but not like- in a selfship myself 🥹 im so happy they'd never want to let go of me... waaaa thank you for this 🥹
hi peepo 🫂🫂 a lil late sorry, and less of a question post rather than just. comfort. Grabs a plushie version of your Gale, Hanzo, Goro, qpp, sibs, bf, other yumes and cats in a little circle around you and hands you some stim fidgets
hands you as well mac n cheese box so you don't have to place tm mental energy in figuring out physical sustenance as well as any other foods that would help you through this time.
words aren't really. wording. rn. but if we could grab you and your stuff from SF and just keep you here on the east coast we would. in a heartbeat- I think about it a lot honestly and wished it was a possibility
I wish we could help you find other options, so that you weren't the only one shouldering this burden ;; because planning for a future that never feels set in stone is nervewracking and suffocates the heart in ways I can never properly say. You didn't deserve this- any of this. It's horrid that the judges don't have percautionary measures for situations like yours, and its deeply upsetting seeing your 2nd mother feed these lies to your mum, with conceptions of you that hold no true basis other than to satisfy her own point.
if you ever have the mental energy to sort of bring any of us together who you think might be able to help you with planning any other steps we can take for the future please begging we would love to help, even if we can't plan or research with you- just to be there 🫂🫂
fuyu please imagine gales embrace if you're comfy, or him reassuring you in any other way you're okay with atm. imagine his kind words
please just know that none of this is your fault. we really all do just want you to be safe. judges don't take blackouts into consideration and it's really vile
with your environment treating you like that over and over again it's understandable that you'd be upset
the way your family treats you is unacceptable, quite literally everything you've been going through is due to outside circumstances you literally have no control of
it's simply disgusting how they toss you around like some toy. you don't deserve any of this
your feelings are valid. you are not a failure. you deserve a second chance. again, none of this is your fault (/gen for everything)
i feel like gale would put so much thought in whenever he arranges you a flower bouquet ..
making sure that they're in your favourite colours (if applicable) and making sure to know the meanings of each flower, combining them to properly get the messages across he wants to deliver to you ..
he's in the middle of arranging you one right now to wish you luck for your upcoming audition actually !!
please know and remember that he loves you soso much
i am going to CRY /POS he really would 🥹 he has a plethora of knowledge in his noggin, so him knowing flower language would totally make sense... and him making an arrangement of flowers for my audition... ue that means a lot because I've been practicing but nothing is sticking in my head 🥹 he would tell me to calm down n try practicing different memorization techniques with me... or just mind stuff so that i could feel less overwhelmed too... but he would definitely arrange lots of flowers for me, purple is our shared color so he would include a few purple flowers there no matter what... aaaaa oh man what a sweet man ;_;
hello this is ur invitation to think abt how your s/os would reassure you when you're feeling down 🎶🎶
also kind of a headcanon but i feel like hanzo would make sure that your residence would have a decent amount of plants !!
i looked at the plant in my room while writing this and thought of this so i thought i'd add it in here too 🎶🎶
CRIESSSSS I LOVE THIS QUESTION SM THANK YOU LIN!!!! ill start with the hanzo headcanon first because ueeee HE IS DEFINITELY A PLANT DAD!!!!! I'm not good with botany but he love love loves plants and has like. A legion of plants in our balcony HEBFNSJJSJS he thinks fake plants are the most disgraceful thing humanity has created
SO let's go with the reassurance qwq I'll start w Goro then Hanzo then Gale
Goro is... not very good at reassuring people. He didn't have a huge support system growing up (neither he or Hanzo did at least), and the people who were his friends tried to use her in one way or another. They don't know how to reassure people genuinely, because all she's used to is reassuring people with fake words that mean nothing... and he doesn't want to do that to me. Because they can empathize with my plight, and she wants to take care of me. He just... doesn't know how. So as a result, she turns to the Phantom Thieves and asks them how they comfort others. He takes down what they say into notes, and figures out what he'd do to help me. She tries what he's thought one by one, until she finds what works. They don't really like touching me unless I specifically ask for it, nor does she like only offering words. Instead, he's more hands-on in a sense that she makes me (bad) food, or offers to play video games with me, or offers to sit in silence with me, or does things for me like the chores in the house so I wouldn't feel too stressed about it. They get me my meds, call my doctors/psychiatrists for me, drive us around the city with no destination in mind just to get out of the house... she does many many different things for me that isn't the conventional way to reassure me and all of it means a lot to me ;__;
Hanzo is a little bit better than Goro at reassurance, but that's just because with OW Fuyu, he's had more experience with me over the years as my bodyguard. He's seen how much my environment affects me, or how my mental health affects me and has learned what to do. He usually pulls me into a hug and plays with my hair, whispering sweet nothings into my ears and attempts to reassure with words. But he's not so good with words, he just ends up threatening the people who did this to me, and swearing that he will shoot them down. But it's a comforting hug, and we sit like that in silence. He wipes away my tears and when we're done, gets me a glass of water and cooks me food. He carries me to our bed so I could rest, gives me my controller/laptop so I could play video games. He doesn't dare offer to play as he knows how bad he is at games, but he does spark conversation and prompts me to speak about the games I'm playing
Of the three, Gale is probably the best at reassurance. He grew up with a support system, although not too good, but he was in a space where he could give genuine care for people who wanted his opinion, without using him. And as a scholar and archmage, Gale has studied a myriad of things, mental health included. Of course, he doesn't know everything, and of the three, he's the least experienced with me and has known me the least amount of time in our respective timelines. So while he knows what's up, he doesn't know what applies for me and what doesn't just yet. So he asks. He tries to understand, does more research, observes. He's a man of logic first and foremost, but he tries to fix problems he sees to an obsessive degree. So whenever I'm down, he tries to fix it asap, and continues working on it so that I could be happier again. He offers words of advice, not affirmation, but when I ask for validation, he gives it. He cooks for me too, and definitely holds me if I need him to. He reads to me, casts spells for me, and even crafts small magical artifacts for me so I would have a trinket to fidget with. He's sort of like a mix of what Hanzo and Goro would do, just thrown in with a LOT of research as that's what he would do. But he definitely knows the right words to say of the three, and he means all of it
PHEW that was a bit to write qwq they're all very similar in how they give reassurance because, well, I seem to have a type 😭 they're all similar to one another in their own ways while maintaining some sort of individuality, which is why their responses while similar, are still quite different. I'm just happy to have such kind, patient, considering and loving s/os 🥹 they mean the world to me
Wats gales love language ranking !
Quality Time > Acts of Service > Words > Touch > Gifts ! I took the test and answered how he would answer. Tbh this makes sense; he's the type to care a LOT about his time, since it could be used studying magic instead. And he loves doing things for others, he even cooks for the entire camp! And he love loooooves speaking. So of course he'd express his affection verbally at every given turn, he'd know how to make Fuyu smile with just his words... and he doesn't like gifts much, not because he dislikes them, but because he's just not used to them. He already feels guilty having to eat all those magic items after all
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