[SPOILERS FOR JAN IN THIS ASK] WOAH............ WOAH....... RED EYES/RED EYES OPEN ANGELICA AND ROLAND. THIS IS REALLY REALLY GOOD........ oh my god fuck everything. roland, angelica, you guys NEED TO WEB ANGELA UP AND FUCK HER NASTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. broodmother angela moments. what. sorry

but also. auauurhghghh... you are so evil for this also, anon, because of the assignment. angelica and roland both having the red eyes ego... the two of them never having had a chance to truly raise the family they wanted together, and how spider bud as an abnormality is so representative of primarily motherhood, while still being applicable to roland because of how he embodies the sort of rage spider bud is thrown into when its children are threatened, or even killed. angelica herself being the mother, the spider bud abnormality itself, yet with her death, roland is the one who must act out in her place, meting out the judgment that He thinks is appropriate all under the guise of angelica's identity and her assumed personhood to anyone who doesn't know the true identity of the black silence.

speaking of. here's an excerpt from spider bud's abnormality records that could be applicable to roland: The rumor says the following: “Whispers can be heard in the Containment Unit at night...” “It was the voice of Alex, who went missing a few days ago...” “They say the voice wept in terror, asking to be saved from the darkness...” "