i went to your ao3 to share your work with one of my friends, and i was not made aware of the absolute tragedy that had fallen upon me. i love your work, so much. i’ll miss the days when i would stay up late just to continue reading your fics, captivated by how you write. i will forever remember the plot twist that nbmb had. i love you so much. you were my favorite writer and will ALWAYS be my favorite writer. i will read books and think “this doesnt compare to what river/goregrief wrote”. you were an angel to me. i support your decision wholeheartedly, and i will forever miss you in briizeville.