darlings >.< · 21d
i was thinkin abt ea bmjn and this most likely will just get answered in upcoming chapters. but i was kinda wondering (since we don’t have his pov) if bg is also somewhat sexually repressed as yj is ??
like obv we know yj’s situation and how he’s coming to terms w being attracted to bg or whatever. so ofc we have him getting hard when they scent and his super intense wet dream + unintentionally comparing bg to his past hookups. but i’m curious to hear your thoughts abt bg’s side of things !! does bg also have his own fair share of fantasizing abt yj that he’s been dealing with on his own ? i know yj hasn’t ever specifically described bg as being aroused at all during their scenting sessions but he isn’t exactly the most reliable narrator either so idk ahjsksksk.
i just know imo that there’s no way bg hasn’t been just as affected by everything they’ve been doing 😭😭 especially w how incredibly stressed he got abt yj coming home “smelling wrong” like. the tension is so crazy rn i’m losing my mind fr
Sorry, it took a long time for me to formulate a proper answer and i still don't think i have one? Eayj is definitely not a reliable narrator (and that's how i wanted him to be and I'm glad people don't trust him) but i also can't really speak abt eabgs experience (it's between me him and my scrivener doc /j) mostly because well,,,, shshjs okay so my purpose for ea was never the smut and i know that most omegaverse fics center around it but ea is supposed to be centered around eayj discovering himself and accepting himself. So truth to be told, eabgs character is complicated bc (while i don't want to spoil a lot) he's never thought he had a chance with eayj. He's entirely 100% sure eayj is straight. What drives eabg to always scent him and stuff (while although a bit selfish for some specific reasons) is the fact that he's always just wanted his hyung to be happy and sated and never in pain. Eabg is selfless like that; everything he's ever done since joining the company was in eayjs favor: working hard, being there, not being there, scenting him, talking to him... it's always been bc he cares for eayj to an extent that is terrifying.
