i find it hard to believe you’re asking this in good faith but i’ll answer you in good faith anyway 😭 i don’t know exactly what prompted this, but if i had to guess it’s because of how vocal i am on this account about numerous things. before i get into that, it’s a bit dumbfounding to me that anyone could even begin to entertain the idea that i don’t care about dream outside of fic because i put a lot of myself and my love and care into my fics, and my care is the whole entire reason that i write in the first place. if i didn’t care even the slightest bit, i would not be here at all! i would never dedicate hours of my time and buckets of my energy to something that didn’t matter to me. if i didn’t care about them outside of fic, the fic in question would not even exist in the first place because i don’t write about things i don’t care about.

if this is one of those “if she isn’t tweeting about it she doesn’t care about it” things, i just want to remind everyone that i have a life and thoughts outside of twitter, and this account is genuinely 0.1% of that. i’m busy! and even then, ever since i created this account, i have never been on here constantly. i have a personal life and things that directly affect me to worry about that come before everything else, i’m currently completing a degree, i have not been on this account much Especially lately because i’ve been focusing on other things and distancing myself from twitter and i don’t have time or even a real desire to constantly vocalize how i feel about nct dream or otherwise publicly. i’ve never been the fan who constantly weighs in on every little thing or tweets their love and care 24/7 to prove something and that will never change. i have opinions and thoughts on things that i will never publicly tweet about because for Me that would feel like a performance, and that’s not why i got into this. there’s different ways to be a fan of someone, and my love for my interests is very personal and internal. i genuinely hope this answers your question!