basically, according to him a lot of comments (not during the live but on insta/twitter/plus chat after he posted pics) said they'll quit stanning if he bulks up and that upset him because he just wants to take care of his health 😭 and people are obviously upset because he's upset and then on top of that frustrated because the past few months he's been bombarded with comments that he's too feminine!!! so like what the fuck is he supposed to do!!!