thank you!! i deeply respect all fic writers doing what they do for free, whether it be porn or non-porn. but i have to be honest... the reason i write so much smut is that i just find it.. easier?? like, the most painful thing to me in the world is writing feelings. streaking those feelings in cum just makes it a lot easier for me idk how else to explain it. i am not ashamed of sex i am very ashamed to be a human being in the world with vulnerabilities and feelings eww icky grosdsss