dude idfk why would you waste my time asking me this 😭 taking the opportunity to talk about till alien stage instead

till body parts i will sexualize next:
★ feet, toes. sean makes fun of me for not being repulsed by feet but it's not about the feet man it's about the devotion. and the toes
★ nipples in several hours if i can get it together. i bet you're excited about that, anon
★ i want to do body mod worship, piercings specifically. might put that on the ol' alnst kink meme
★ i bet till would have dimples of venus (those lower back dimples). anyway ivan should come on them
★ do u think till has enough ass fat to hot dog. no ok he doesn't . feederism until he does
★ his hair is real nice. ivan should steal his hair

ok that's all i've got for now

noo thank you so much ;-; you were extremely polite so dw. i really did just take the opportunity to let people know what's been going on since i get frequent asks about updates, but yours was very nice so please don't feel badly at all! i'm really glad you like my writing and 'in a jar' in particular. i have almost all of the rest of it mapped out. it's just a matter of getting in a better headspace to write it since the subject matter is so heavy and out of the realm of my personal experiences

honestly my health is very bad much of the time and being able to make things that others can connect to means the world to me and has helped me a lot during difficult times. but it can also be a crutch that keeps me from addressing real issues in my life. i don't want to stop but i need to figure out a way to do it where i'm not burning myself out or neglecting myself. the pressure comes almost entirely from me though and i'm aware of that. also apologies this is so delayed—i have a tendency to start writing replies to things and sometimes never send them because i get anxious

Ok thank you very much for your question, presumed South Parkie. I am thrilled for this opportunity to tell you about my new fictional twink, even as I implore you to keep an eye out for Creek Freak Bingo, to kidnap Matt Stone, and to force Matt Stone to make a special in which Tweek shows hole in every frame. I will also tell you briefly about Ivan Alien Stage and, what's more, Ivantill Alien Stage, even though you did not ask.

So the first thing you need to know is that Alien Stage takes place in a universe in which humans have been enslaved by aliens. They run a singing reality TV competition select human-pets compete in, and it's life or death—someone is killed at the end of each round, and the aliens all cheer. They should have never shown the aliens RuPaul 😔

Till is a contestant whose songs have thus far been pop punk, a rock ballad, and some kind of dance number coming up. He's a composer and guitar player, and just a little guy (not literally.. he's like 5'10" ,, , but twink shaped).
If he existed in our world or the hammy South Park world which somewhat resembles our own, his upbringing could be described as like extremely violent, abusive foster care, though he is also extensively medically experimented on. He's not considered valuable to the aliens in any respect (at one point, he was 50% off at the human child pound), EXCEPT in his musical ability which his alien owner has made very clear is the only thing keeping him alive.

His upbringing is totally different, but at his core, he's slightly Tweeky which is apparently all it takes for me to write fanfic. The creator noted at one point that Till is the most "sensitive and timid" of all the contestants, though he's also quite violent and reactive at times. He's fight AND flight! He could never behave as a child and was constantly hit, the only schoolchild regularly showing up with cuts and bruises on his face.

He is in effect a shy little sweetie in a horrific nightmare setting that has him on edge at all times. A talented artist as well as musician, he either can't or does not care to do shit in any of his non-music classes. He's pathetically in love with a girl who is (non-pathetically) in love with another girl.
There is a boy likewise pathetically in love with Till, and he considers that to be his annoying friend who is always stealing his stuff for reasons he cannot fathom. We are (or I am) sort of waiting until the next round to glean more insight into Till's thinking about said boy, and his mental state generally.

Alien Stage is really good and short and I do recommend it. Here's a playlist of all the videos in order. They're music videos, but there are also comics on the official ALNST twitter, and tons of lore on the creator's patreon

Till hits a lot of points on my Tweek checklist re: traits I like to play up and hcs I enjoy. If you read my Creek fics, think of some of my more abused/trust issues Tweeks and that's a good start. Add to it:

• Musician/composer
• Probs not fully gay though tbh he might not know.. he's pretty stunted but presumably bi/unlabeled/not fully gay. (This is my hc for Tweek btw.. idk if I've been clear about that. He would fuck a girl!!)
• Will fly off if provoked/slighted. He WILL hit first!
• Misunderstood/misbehaved. He does not act like the others. (On this point, I think Tweek genuinely doesn't know how or even notice that he's doing anything differently, while Till I think doesn't see the point. But also probably would not know how because he's a naughty little pound puppy!!)
• He wants OUT!!!
• But he can be brave and do even things that scare him for those he loves
• Supremely forthright? Tells it like it is. Authentically himself always, as if being another way is not possible which intrigues Ivan, is the opposite of how Ivan is, so perpetually erecting a front that he likely doesn't even know who he is beneath it.
• Very sweaty individual
• Stupid spiky hair
• This is not a Tweek thing but because he's so naughty he's always in restraints.. they have to muzzle him and collar him and everythinggm, ,, rghrheufhrdkf

To a South Parkie, I'd say that Ivan (fellow contestant pathetically in love with Till who sings ballads including the aforementioned rock ballad with him) is like if you took baby Craig and dangled him off a rooftop until his mind broke and he ceased to be Craig at all. He also has autism (in my OPINION) and does some lowkey stalking and Till blood drinking but like, in a nice way

While Till is sort of an iteration of that type of dude I like in Tweek (neurotic scrappy little guy who speaks casually), Ivan is not really a Craig-type even if there are some overlaps. He's honestly fascinating in his own right.
My smart friend describes Ivan as a bit of a cross between Craig and Kenny. Think the way Kenny's death curse makes him at once too mature and too childish for his age.. seeking escape via simple amusements, sometimes cruel, but then he's also quite passive and adaptive. Then for Craig, the 'tism which is canon to me in both cases, the tendency to play things off as jokes to protect himself, constant masking. Also just looks-wise.. Ivantill art was creekscaring me for months before I caved

I'm not far into this enough to know how people perceive Ivan on the whole but I've gotten the impression there's a tendency to downplay his darker traits because a) [HUGE SPOILERS] his ass ded and b) some people have not shelled out the $5 for the patreon where they discuss his character more at length, and how naughty and bad he is. But to me it's canon that he struggles with empathy and it is Till who makes him feel anything at all, really.

In Creek, Tweek's genuine need and the way he seeks Craig out for help inspires Craig to try to meet him halfway even though dealing with emotions is not his forte. With Ivantill, Till has so much going on and is not asking for any help. He's gonna tough this one out, even if he's doing horribly and gets his ass beat near constantly. He doesn't trust easily, and he is not open with his most preoccupying emotions except in song (because he chokes up trying to talk to the girl he likes).

Despite the fact that Till does not ask anyone for help, let alone Ivan, everything he does lowkey seems to be for Till, but not in an overbearing way, even. It's like, just in case??? For instance, he indirectly references Till several times in his outstanding student interview, and even suggests that he learns as though he'll have to teach Till (who he describes as a peer "with limited understanding") in the event Till asks someday. So basically, a number of things I focus on in the Creek dynamics I tend to write (for ex., tweeksexual Craig, a Craig who will risk life, limb, and definitely career for the chance to be with Tweek, immensely horny angst, etc.) are built into this dynamic already.

Creek/SP is a lot more of a sandbox environment where really anything goes because they are kind of archetypal/over-the-top caricature figures in an absurdist setting whereas Ivantill/alnst has limitations in place due to its setting and the inevitability of the doomed toxic yaoi. Neither is 'better' necessarily but there are different challenges in writing Ivantill which I am enjoying wrapping my head around

Some further damning Ivantill-Creek parallels:
- Stoic autistic dark haired one / loud spiky light haired one who makes stoic one FEEL stuff?????
- They fight as kids, arguably homoerotically (definitely homoerotically for Ivan)
- A kytan artist redrew them as creek. Would a kytan fan be wrong? I don't THINK so

That's all I can think of for now and apologies that this has been very disorganized and long. I have more refined thoughts about all this on my tumblr for some reason, also stupid memes. Thank you for your time..

omggGG thank you!! i was just thinking earlier about how i need to find more NSFW artists here so thanks for sending it <33 this seems to be an illustration of a threadfic posted a bit before my thing and tbh i just got here but i love how we receive new till pics featuring substantial armpit and we all immediately understand the assignment and get to work lmao

do feel a little insane about.. how much armpit we are being shown?? by official sources??? because i wrote a weird till armpit licking fic a month ago before all the armpit shots.. i'm not delusional enough to believe the two things are related but in the event i have some sort of unconscious spiritual link with vivimeng i am going to send till nip slip thoughts as well.. . just in case 🙏

Thank you for liking my story but as I recently shared in an extremely overwrought post, aside from a few event fics I'll post at the end of the month, I'm on a sp break so I don't burn out. I've written ~500k words for this fandom in under 3 years and I'd never written any fiction in my entire life before that point, so you know..

For this fic specifically, the obstacle is the same as it was in the last comment I answered on the fic—still don't know how to write a musical performance with lyrics without wanting to catapult myself out a third story window. I have tons of this fic written but due to lyrics involvement and current break, I can't give you a reliable estimate for the next update. I do intend to finish everything in time and this fic means a lot to me, so please just be patient <3

If you haven't read my other stuff, I have a fuckton of Creek, Twenny, and Twomas throughout so please consult the ol' back catalogue if you want more of that. I was also planning on doing some fic recs on my tumblr but tbh I would rec a number of friends and writers I admire who are currently, actively posting creek including:

• Delmareve - plzl ,, the sex pollen fic
• princesspillz
• freakoid - plz read never something good
• sandyAG
• RivalSilver
• Cosmicpanda13
• UrsaMajorStories
• Rat_hugger
• lassiejerky (formerly aprilhero)
• PinkFan_Gurl
• tweeksbuttons
• Jojo07
• Makon11

Please keep in mind that I enjoy other Tweek ships and the occasional taboo subject, so mind the tags before reading if you don't. It's not everyone ofc but I hope you'll check these writers out. I drop everything when Del's sex pollen fic updates. Everything!!!

ourgh I was just looking it over and there's still a lot to write there. Big things happening this chapter though, and Tolkien is always such a delight to write. When writing his POV or focusing on him, I tend to think of him as Craig-like, but if Craig were actually as rational and in control as he thinks he is. When's ur birthday bb

Re: updates generally, here is some fuck ass statement no one asked for (except some in DMs):
You may have noticed I'm not cranking out Creek fics or chapters all the fucking time these days like I have been for the past 3 years. Behind the scenes, Sean and I are running Creek NSFW bingo, and I'm writing fics for the bingo and a Halloween exchange. Those will all go up late October/early November. Clearly I have also become fiendishly obsessed with Till Alien Stage's armpits quite suddenly (please feel free to send me asks re: what in the fuck I am talking about!!!)

In effect, I was starting to burn out on sp and I'm intentionally taking a step back to prevent it. I've been cranking too hard for too long, and honestly I'm not feeling the best about the fandom at the moment. sp twt's always nasty and tiring, and I'm only on twitter to view butthole art because tumblr doesn't have it, but the vibes got straight up rancid after they announced no new season 'til 2025

I think many in contemporary fandom have an endless churn mindset where they constantly want new "content" from the source and from fan writers/artists and it's just.. very unhealthy and stress-inducing, especially when not accompanied by the ability to take a breather and truly appreciate and digest things. Not to mention enjoy things with friends, share and uplift people's work, and see compelling new perspectives that make you appreciate your fuck ass blorbos differently, which is what fandom's all about to me. Twitter incentivizes this churn mindset because things move so quickly. It's easy to internalize that you're only as good as your last thing, that you are a brand, that the numbers determine your worth

In a way, I'm lucky that the numbers don't matter so much to me in the sense that I feel badly about my output no matter what. It feels worse to get no or very few comments/kudos for sure, but I don't like anything I do while I'm doing it and I struggle to read my own work. I write to soothe that itchy feeling and because I can. I get a lot of nice comments and they mean the world to me but I struggle to reply because I have debilitating social anxiety and self-esteem issues which makes it hard to be normal when inundated with positive feedback

I write constantly because I don't know how to say thank you. I keep writing and posting in lieu of slowing down and appreciating that anyone cares because part of me believes they're wrong to care, but I also don't want the possibility that anyone does to vanish. Then alongside the nice comments and my mental issues, I've also dealt with tons of stupid bullshit from people in this fandom with emotional problems who don't have the decency to take it out on themselves and their fictional twink's holes the way I so kindly do (you're welcome)

I've always been much harsher with myself and my work than I'd ever be of anyone else and one of the unexpected consequences of this break is that I am now able to read my Creek fics and appreciate them for what they are with a little more distance. They're not perfect but I made them, many people like them, and I have influenced this space to some degree. Those are just the facts.

While I am on this hiatus, I intend to rec fics over on my tumblr at some interval because I know a ton of amazing writers Creek shippers should check out if they haven't already. I might share my own too because I haven't posted everything over there, and frankly there's a fuckton in the back catalogue. Sorry this is so long and please start a pressure campaign on South Park Studios so that they will make a special centered on Tweek's ass. Or like a Creek episode or something but ideally the ass thing

look this is from 11 months ago and i'm sorry for that anon, but i don't have any thouts other than indistinct grunting like the boys make around bebe's bewbs, and "good.. good"

i think Tweek is so narrow and unnaturally skeeny that you can pretty easily see when he's full of cock. it bulges out of his throat, juts out on his tummy.. if he puts his hand down there, he and his partner can feel it.

i especially love belly bulge for omegaverse because like sure babe that dick is behind your ribs, why not. like i said, not a lot of thoughts but good, very good, fill my boy up he deserves it after a long day of mental anguish and manual labor

Oh hai anon, thank you for the Twenny question. Well, Twenny is my second fave ship and I could ship them just fine going off their personalities alone. I'm not sure I would've gotten as into it, though, if not for the increased association between them via the meth, as laid out in the games and on the show. Mainly because this led to an increase in works that examined their dynamic around the drugs + family connection. And I found these works compelling, and here I am now. Wow!

I think they'd get to talking during Tweek's drug runs to the McCormick residence as seen in the games. He's like Hey aughgHghH the garage is lockED Kenny—I need to get the stuff!!! And Kenny lets him in, and over time, they find they are unruly blond birds of a feather, both caught up in the family drug biz.

Diff sides of it for sure, manufacturing vs. distribution, but they are similarly .. unsupervised? Untethered? Given adult responsibilities far beyond their years? How many other kids are employed like these two (and David bring back David)?? Tweek's been told the family biz relies on him, that they'll have to sell him into slavery if a competitor moves into town, and Kenny's paying the utilities and trying to get his parents to stop smoking the supply and smacking the kids around.

They could both use a BREAK and I like to imagine the lowkey commiseration that could go on between them despite the disparities in their situations. I've always wanted to do a gen fic that looks at Kenny, Tweek, and Butters, and their respective home lives, because certain things they experience could make it harder to relate, or easier.

The type of severe poverty/material neglect/physical abuse Kenny and his siblings face is not experienced by any of the other kids, and imo it's both why Kenny takes on such adult responsibilities like keeping things together for Karen, and why he's so eager to seek out even dangerous escapist avenues (see: choking himself, huffing cat piss, spending time with Stan Kyle and Cartman).

One thing he is afforded by this situation is no expectation that his parents will ever provide for him. He does not respect or listen to his father, for ex., in 'The City Part of Town' when he's working hard to buy Karen a doll despite their father's insistence that he'll never earn enough to be upwardly mobile, in effect. He is maximally disappointed in his parents and would never think to rely on them for anything.

Tweek, on the other hand, is more of a frog in slowly boiling water (the water is emotional abuse/neglect!). He knows his parents are unhelpful but still has to rely on them and listen to them. He works hard to keep the cafe running and probably believes them when they say they can't afford other employees, or that they're at risk of losing everything. He's easy to manipulate and control in that sense, and his time is far more monopolized by working in the shop. I mean, he doesn't even have a house you can visit in either of the major games. His home base is the damn backroom of Tweek Bros 😭 free my man!!!

All that to say, I think because of the tumult and misery in which they were raised, the excess early responsibilities they shared, they would be able to have empathy for the experiences they did not share. But... also maybe some mutual appreciation of the other for being able to keep things light, because sometimes you just need not to think about it for a bit. I think they have really compatible traits (Kenny preferring warm, forward, a little bit dramatic types like Tammy and Kelly, and Tweek benefiting from someone who can be decisive or stay calm). I just find a whole host of dynamics between them fascinating, from them being vaguely weirded out by the other and thus avoidant, to toxic drug-fueled situationship, to ill-fated and doomed but sweet, to deeply devoted and in love.

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Re: how Twenny come to "touch tips" as you so eloquently put it, one trope out there is Kenny fucking Tweek for leftover pastries 😭 This is a fun one but my 5 second addition would be, Kenny offering this deal and Tweek being like ?? Just take them man. And then Kenny insisting he's NOT a charity case, okay, let him pay you in his way!! I just think that's fun and silly.

Stoner bros Twenny is also very real to me due to the aforementioned need for a damn break. I think they could quite literally mutual masturbate and perhaps touch tips watching something a bit raunchy in this setting. They could even suck dicks, and in fact, they will ✍️ Someday I will write the established and incredibly loyal Twenny in that Creekenny threesome ft. Kenny "Fuck My Hot Wife" McCormick, because he means the world to me 💖