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Yeah i kinda feel the same, when you grow older you just don't have the time or desire to watch or learn anything new. Probably because you start to understand how valuable the time is? /gens
Now i just watch a shit ton of cartoons at the same time and barely finishing any of them. I think watamote and welcome to the NHK will be a perfect series for you since it has similar topics to paranoia agent
Btw are tone tags ok to use? I hope i don't treat you like a stupid baby because of this 😅
i wouldn't say it's a time management thing for me more so than just an autism one? i get very easily overstimulated and mentally drained by most things that haven't already been processed by me to some extent... so my brain tends to function better on patterns of stimuli that seem highly related or almost equal to my preferences and sifts through information that way to basically preserve itself
i've actually watched welcome to nhk before... i don't remember much about it but i know it's not too similar to paranoia agent, just somewhat psychological and emotional
i found ergo proxy to be more akin to paranoia agent with its gloomy atmosphere and psychological surrealism but nothing has really come close to paranoia agent's genius for me since i first watched it
... and yeah, tone tags are actually kind of appreciated! i often have quite a bit of trouble sensing someone's attitude through very short text messages, but deliberate and detailed wording is usually enough... it's not offensive or anything tho, i feel like a dumb confused baby most of the time anyway lol
Are you interested in other cartoons besides MLAATR? /gen
i've watched quite a few things in the past, but nowadays i barely have any mental energy to watch/play/listen to anything new really... things don't stick with me as well as they used to because i've become very skeptically picky, so it's hard to entice me with something that's not very familiar to me already
it's rare to see me be completely interested in something since it takes a lot of energy for me to be genuinely emotionally invested, like even with mlaatr i'm now only focusing on sheldon more than anything else... the only piece of animated fiction that has impacted me on a personal level in all of its entirety still remains to be paranoia agent
if you're also asking me this to know if i'd want to depict other non-mlaatr cartoon characters... that's not really possible with how few characters tend to actually resonate with me emotionally now, and any kind of appeal of a character is strictly tied to the emotional connection i have with them, usually manifesting in the form of one specific intense emotional fixation at a time that takes up most of my mental space which is why i don't fan over multiple characters at the same time, but i can return to previously loved ones (sheldon is the only instance of that so far)
... so in terms of most media i'm generally not the type to just compulsively consume and collect anything that i happen to like even slightly, instead i prefer to stick by a few familiar options and sometime try branching out to something new
how are you feeling right now?
not the best, but at least i don't feel like giving up on life right now.
are you projecting your problems and feelings onto Sheldon?
why would you ask an almost rhetorical question other than to just bother me? it's quite obvious if you're actually aware of how i treat sheldon's character.
... so of course i am, i often cope with my problems through my love for fictional characters. it's also literally impossible to genuinely care about characters without projecting yourself onto them in some way.
if you don't like that about me and my art, then please leave. i don't need random people questioning the validity of my self-expression.
were you ever a cartoon critical persons?
i'm not sure what i'm being asked here... am i a cartoon critic? not really
... however, i am generally a very critical person due to how skeptical i tend to be with most things since i like putting as much reasonable sense into them as possible... so i process things usually only by painstakingly analysing them, cartoons included
if there's not much for me to analyse about something chances are it won't even be that interesting to me as a whole lol
what kind of music do u think sheldon would like
this is a nice question... i'm answering it much later than it was asked because i wasn't really feeling like it before
sheldon would primarily enjoy electronic and experimental music, but he also wouldn't be opposed to some types of rock or just classic music... the only thing he'd likely find too boring and grating would be pop music (which is also true for me)
considering he's autistic like me, he'd absolutely love listening to actual breakcore... like, not the popularized hardcore version of breakcore (ex. goreshit) but real niche experimental breakcore (ex. venetian snares)
tho he definitely would also love something mostly stimulating and dancey like anything related to hardcore: gabber, speedcore, mashcore, j-core, happy hardcore and just rave music
anything industrial-themed but especially nine inch nails would be perfect for him with all of its emotionally intense (bpd-related) themes and complex sound textures but he's not the type to listen to nin like some tend to play the downward spiral every single day lol... he'd only listen to nin at very specific moments in his life because the music hits too hard
sheldon would also quite like styles of rock that are more lethargically emotional and lovesong-y (like radiohead) or psychedellic and "stoner-y" (like king gizzard and the lizard wizard)
he'd also probably like overstimulating himself with something much noisier (ex. harsh noise) when he feels like dissociating through music
...so yeah, describing sheldon's music taste is pretty much the same as describing my own because music is way too personal for me to not see a character i associate with the most as basically the same lol... but i also imagine sheldon as someone who'd definitely make his own music, specifically experimental electronica akin to ambient, glitch or aaron "vsnares" funk's breakcore
wow, i really love your new drawing and the way how you photographed Sheldon as if he is sitting alone in the dark completely helpless. was it intentional?
thank you... and yes, it's completely intentional. him looking so lost and broken is what i feel exactly like at the moment.
are you a hikineet?
... why are you asking me that?
are you ok? /gen
in all honesty... i'm absolutely not.
what is the difference between a femboy and demifemme? (first time hearing this word)
"demifemme" is a gender identity for people who partially (hence the "demi-") identify as feminine (hence the "femme") and something else as well, instead of seeing oneself completely as a woman
"femboy" is nothing more than a kinky aesthetic for men who like to assume a more stereotypically "weaker" feminine role by dressing and acting effeminately in a primarily sexual context, or for men who are too shy to actually identify as feminine for the same reason of femininity being seen as a "weakness" that can damage their sense of masculinity so they playfully repress their femininity... a "feminine guy" like this is mostly just a mentally androgynous man to me
being a "feminine guy" or "femboy" is simply all about posing on the outside as what's commonly thought of as "feminine", like wearing girly clothes or trying to sound emotional and high-pitched, while being a feminine person means that you confidently express yourself like one from the inside and aren't preoccupied with fitting into the widely accepted image of girliness
sheldon is not just some effeminate cis guy, he's a genuinely feminine-expressing person: caring, gentle, sensitive, emotionally strong, passionate and confidently submissive, supportive rather than assertive... so more motherly than fatherly, he even imagined himself as a bad father figure once because he clearly wants to support his partner 24/7, not lead a whole family
my view of sheldon's gender identity is a whole can of worms in itself and my system of gender-related views would be mostly confusing or even shocking to others, so this is all i have to say on this topic
how long do you want Sheldon's hair to be?
i like making it somewhat longer than shoulder length as if he's been growing it out for a few years, but i can also make it much longer? i don't really have a strict preference, just make his hair noticeably longer than usual lol
btw you can make drawing canvas bigger in straw page
noted, thank you! :D
yeah, i was asking you about how you feel about the show, i hope i didn't offended you with this question
no, it's totally fine! i know i can come off as pretty angry whenever i express my confusion at someone's wording, but i'm not actually offended or anything ^^'
do you like any MLAATR characters besides Sheldon? i know youve drawn a couple of them with him.
not really? i find them to be too bland/tropey, i just mainly enjoy the interactions sheldon has with some of them... i tend to focus on characters that resonate with me emotionally, every other character will probably just be "ok" to me so i'll provide my thoughts on their sheldon-adjacent dynamics instead
brad and sheldon can be kinda fun with how laid-back brad is as opposed to sheldon's usual jitteriness and i sometimes like imagining them having casual sex... but i really don't appreciate how the fandom wants to pair them as if to "fix" sheldon's emotional dependency with jenny, brad sucks as sheldon's friend as much as jenny does because he really doesn't try to understand and accept sheldon and often shrugs him off as "weird"
sheldon being "brotherly" with tuck in the "pain in my sidekick" episode was really sweet because it shows how eager sheldon is to care for others... other than that tuck is just kinda there being a dumb little shit and aside from this one cute interaction i'm not interested in seeing him with sheldon
with nora sheldon clearly looks up to her confident motherly scientist persona and they make a pretty fun team of two, i can even see how she could take him under her wing for personal reasons... but that's as much as i can say about her
vexus is literally just a sexy human-enslaving bug?-robot? queen, she was able to swindle sheldon emotionally once to steal jenny's blueprints from him by appearing as an innocent robot girl in need of help so sheldon's loneliness expectedly makes him cave in and even start wanting to bond with her... she could definitely make him her human pet but jenny already succeeds at doing just that and quite well too lol
so basically... i kinda only want to explore sheldon's character in a mostly isolated manner, rarely adding in jenny for specific emotional effects and even more rarely adding brad, usually together with jenny, but i have almost no interest in mlaatr character's aside from sheldon at this point
Even if jenny does not reciprocate sheldon's feelings of romance, would you respect her more if she truly did treat him like a person and friendo without indulging in his crush?
... absolutely not. i have no real respect for robots forced into human society, they definitely don't need human sympathies.
jenny is a combat android first and foremost and it's not healthy for anyone to be in any kind of close relationship with one, it's just not possible for jenny to understand anyone in an organically genuine way. end of story.
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