incoming essay 🤥 some of you guys are just a bunch of cowards and braindead troglodyte sheep dedicated to misunderstanding everything people say, either hiding behind an edgy online persona in order to harass and threaten people like me instead of being normal or with the integrity of a wet sock, ready to disrespect your own just for a crumb of validation while doing the same exact thing (or worse) you’re accusing others of doing.

you people drag and bully anyone over breathing and i’m supposed to believe this means anything about my character instead of you simply wanting to release stress from your miserable life on twitter.

this time jumping me over a screenshot (mind you), taken out of context in order to once again fulfill your mean girl fantasies.

it’s the way you donkeys thought this was an attack on 6DREAM because you don’t even follow nor know me and think everything is an unit war but the whole time i was talking about 7DREAM and of course since i’m a solo sf, haechan is the one i need gone first.

sweat on my forehead every time a new dream content drops because i’m scared of what he or another member will say next, mistranslation or not, the drama in the fandom is getting too tiring.

if everyone behaved, wasn’t fighting every other day and if there weren’t double standards because of what the dreamies say, there would be no need for me to post this because i wouldn’t be “fearing for my life” every two business days. july was exhausting.

even in the tweets/screenshots explaining why i posted it, i didn’t mention any name and only made a general statement of the recent issues, didn’t talk about what was exactly said in the “mistranslation” (i now know for jeno it was one but when i posted it i obviously didn’t, i’m not sure about chenle) because i didn’t want to point any hateful finger because it wasn’t about what was said, it was about fandom drama.

because at this point i’m more annoyed at the incoming fights within the fandom than at whatever the dreamies say because they’re gonna keep being like this regardless, it’s just gonna manifest differently through each member.

people hate when others say stuff like this but it’s truly bigger than the group and i don’t see it ending anytime soon so you either move on by unstanning or move on by saying “it is what it is, let’s hope for the best”. i chose the latter.

haechan is promoting with dream right now so of course i only mentioned them.

if this stuff kept happening in 127 and he was promoting with them, i would have mentioned 127. it’s the way 127 was not in my mind whatsoever when i posted this screenshot.

i’ve talked about defending the dreamies when their privacy and safety was at risk,

i’ve talked about talking positively when i genuinely thought a dreamie did something good,

i’ve talked about (sort of) defending jeno when i was pissed/disgusted at what some antis said last year because i thought they went too far

(but i also didn’t want to bring that filth to my tl and trigger people because it was genuinely fucking disgusting, even my tweet calling them out was censoring a lot of things…) and it was less than a month AFTER the jeno/haechan drama from november mind you.

jeno may have pissed me off at the time but that doesn’t mean i’m a heartless bitch who thinks he deserves what those specific antis said about him so yes it did piss me off and i wanted to defend him.

but of course the tweets explaining and showing screenshots flopped and kinda got ratiod, so i deleted because tbh what is the fucking point ☠️

and there’s so much more stuff like this going on privately (and publicly!) that i could post screenshots of because i’m not the evil bitch you 🫵 want me to be.

basically got forced to become a solo sf because everyone in this fandom is insufferable and sm isn’t helping

(there’s a reason why haechan has so many solo stans, actually there’s more than just one).

i’m not a 7dreamzen, so i don’t actually have to like every member equally. i don’t even have to like any member except haechan.

but i can be fair.

i’m not the type of person who’s gonna say everything someone does sucks just because their behavior tends to irk me.

20+ men in nct, the odds of at least one of them irking me sometimes is high, haechan included.

but if i genuinely think a member did something good or looked good that one day i’m gonna say it and that’s not me being “two-faced”, that’s me being honest.

i literally once tweeted that i like dreamzens (and lord knows i cant stand them) and it was during exposed bellygate. when i saw how many of them defended/protected haechan, so YES i give people their due.

i even thought dreamzens were fun during that time the dreamies were dancing with random fans in LA (?) and everyone (me included) was upset. i thought their tweets were so funny.

hell, when you follow me it’s even obvious i have a certain fondness for two dreamies (who aren’t in 127).

hell (x2) if you personally knew me you would have known that i was on some “omg i love everyone, besties!💕🥰💛💖” shit with the dreamies earlier this year (i don’t remember what triggered this, maybe the tour but i’m not sure)

and that one of the dreamies i had a “certain fondness for” at the time (so earlier this year) was jeno, as in, he was one of my fave dreamies after haechan (my fave neos in nct tend to change/rotate often)

and before some solo sfs side eye me, i had 4+ specific reasons for that but since sheep like you, anon, only believe fairytales and half-truths taken out of context, they wouldn’t even believe it even if i showed proof.

but AGAIN, i’m a solo sf…i don’t actually have to like any specific member. if i suddenly decided tomorrow that i don’t like anyone except haechan what are you 🫵 gonna do about it 😹 you could block me if you don’t want to see my tweets.

imagine being so annoyed by a solo sf engaging in solo sf activities yet repeatedly camping on her account, interacting with her on retrospring, going through threads she made, blowing up her tweets and therefore making them and her even more visible instead of blocking and letting her fade into obscurity

making yourself even more annoyed in the process (because of your own delusions and inadequate assessment of her character)

that’s the type of mental illness you guys are on yet accuse us of. jesus wept.

when i qrt someone annoying it’s a mild nuisance at best. i qrt and move on. but some of you guys keep track of me in a way that is worrying.

like i said earlier, i can be fair but i will also add that people on here have already seen that i’m the type of person who takes accountability when i genuinely think i messed up somewhere.

i’m not perfect and no one is, we’re all works in progress.

but unlike some people i’m not ashamed to acknowledge that fact. so mentioning/showing some previous fuck-ups doesn’t do anything to me. it doesn’t embarrass me. because i already took accountability.

i don’t go on priv, deactivate, nor try to rebrand and hope people forget. i remain public and acknowledge the thing.

but you guys don’t genuinely care, you don’t want to have a conversation. you just want to bully and/or paint me as a villain.

fine, i’ll remain the villain in your head 🤷‍♀️

at the end of the day i’m only here to support haechan so keep baaing, barking and thinking everyone but you is the problem!