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(twt highrankership / ao3 pyrophane / dw rhodochrosite)
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THE WAY CHENLE'S HANDS WERE REACHING FOR JAEMIN'S NECK BEFORE JM TRIED TO CLOSE THE GAP AND CL IMMEDIATELY REDIRECTED TO GRABBING HIS WAIST DESPITE ATTEMPTING TO BACK AWAY??????? incoherent screaming anyways i've started 3 different jichen wips in the past 2 weeks alone bc nothing is more romantic to me than exclusively flirting with other people in public lol. like when a government assigned cp is no longer on the pda train that's when u know smth is up behind closed doors
YESSS this moment right https://x.com/sanrawrxd/status/1863279064972169601?t=BMMVH9oigusf3R9CIt61LA&s=19 i looove a neck grab / waist grab moment especially when combined with the ridiculous theatrics present here lol the lady doth protest too much etc. i've been paying special attention to jml recently for reasons and laughed and smiled and clapped through their dream v dream, it touches my heart how close they've grown and how well they openly know each other now, the power of abnormal guys who are normal coworkers to men in men's business billionaire beyblade gaming buddies to silly guyswhoaresnakes bffery who can high tension out together is so beautiful. it's really nice that they've hit this You Are Not Coming In x You Are Coming In Whether You Want To Or Not equilibrium groove when they seemed to have such mismatched wavelengths before. chenle's imperviousness to (other people's) complexes and cheerful social butterfly willingness to play along with people combined with jaemin's passion for committing to the bit and open borders cognitive restructuring to cure himself of the tension points he had before in re chenle's uncontrollability has created a really funny winning formula.
that being saidddddd i'm jichen fated soulmates truther and endgamer so i do think that chenle's growing closeness with jeno and jaemin in particular has thrown such a fun little (or not little) spanner in the works for jc considering the tenor of jisung's own relationships with jmjn and it's definitely something i'd like to see explored. i'm cheering on your jc wip efforts!!! i am also getting back in the jc wip mines myself, let's push the writing boulder together <3 also ctfu'd at your last sentence, strongly cosigned as an average jmrn enjoyer.
i avoided reading swdbg for a long time (i've been burned by fmh + rtfbt + king's gambit before) but finally gathered the Courage to face it head on after reading ghost in the suit (not realizing it was ficmix) and hshdhgs why did no one warn me about the dialogue. like genuinely heartwrenching headspinning inner monologues followed by the most jokes interax between war criminals ever. i'm only halfway through atm but i just wanted to say that i love the way you write dr!!! your donghyuck is truly unparalleled and i was worried i'd be too much of a blubbering mess after finishing swdbg to coherently say so lol
awww anon my heart is so touched T__T <3 um firstly i'm sorry about misery and anguish being my writing passion but thank you for bearing with me whfdkjgkdfd i like to think that my fics are ultimately about love and belief even in the face of certain doom so i hope that those moments of catharsis are worth the pain!! lol i'm so glad the jokes/terror zigzagging in swdbg worked for you. war criminals shop too is so silly but i did crack myself up writing that part. also very glad you liked haechan's voicing and the realtruepresentgame love that is dr in swdbg, i know the jmrn is incredibly heavy emotionally but i really tried to balance it out with the dr so both dynamics would resonate with equal weight. anyway i hope you enjoyed(??? felt some kind of way about???) the rest of swdbg and thank you so much for dropping this very lovely note in my inbox!!
not the original cc anon that asked about zb1/boys planet, but omg miss haotmeal's yuri binneul fanart ??!??!%@^#%^$@ it truly stirred something within me (perhaps winrina adjacent?) that had not been moved in ages. it's unexplainable but there haha
tbh i had little to no interest in following their group activities bc 1) survival show trauma and 2) 2.5 yr contract expiry, but as someone who was idolpro zztpilled, zhang hao was my onepick based on vibes only and i'm glad he seems to be thriving! and unafraid to love men on main hsjdfs
unrelated but i came across sumiko arai's "the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all" in twt mentions for the aforementioned binneul art and i feel like the last person on earth to discover her + her work (': if you've read it, i'd love to hear your thoughts!
hello!! omg yes i've seen op's yuri art pop up on my tl and it is so pleasing to look at, really such a lovely art style and i am always glad to see more f/f around :') <3 especially enjoyed https://x.com/haotmeal/status/1793105296208064819 for the beautiful girls and beautiful tennis. it's so funny that you mention winrina--i distinctly remember mistaking one of of op's yuri bn artworks where they're blonde x brunette for winrina on first glance lmao. also As A Fellow Zzt Onepickist would you like to say more about the vibes you felt from zh (like... homosexuality...?) because i do love a highranker centre slayer on principle and he is kind of already my oshi in law...
i haven't read <the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all> in its published form but i did read parts of it when sumiko arai was posting it as a comic on twitter, again an art style so pleasing to look at. from my limited knowledge it's not really my personal taste in story (i like romance in a high-stakes high-tension People Die When Killed setting) but i thought it was cute!!
I read desire path a few years ago without knowing what NCT was because of the tags Sex Comedy (to haechan) & Sex Tragedy (to Jaemin), is it ok to copy it under a non-NCT fic that's not in any way similar to the og fic? I love it so much 😭
Have you tried watching alien stage??
I HAVE NOW, i can't believe it's never found its way onto my radar before considering that one of my greatest passions in life is idol survival shows where the survival is literal. average death games and idolverse angst and military academy child soldierdols and people dying when killed and complex entanglements of unrequited love and ambiguous relationships and sacrifice and rescue and doom enjoyer... rn hyuna and luka are probably 2pick, hyuna is so cool and reminds me of sakura kyoukos i have loved before and luka being a twisted fucking cycle path and defending champion is all exactly what i like to see.
will be meditating further on agendas but i’m primarily interested in luka → hyuna → mizi (arrow directions not entirely determinative), luka illusioning sua in order to provoke mizi into losing her shit was an image soooo compelling as was hyuna swooping in to rescue mizi and saving or trying to save her over and over and over again and ofc i will be there no matter what for whatever toxic enemyexes who never got over each other thing lukahyuna have going on… there’s a couple of scenes in all in, one where mizi is clinging onto hyuna on the motorcycle and they drive past one of luka’s ads and there’s a closeup of the image of his face reflected on hyuna’s sunglasses, and another where hyuna has been captured and then mizi charges in to rescue her and again it’s luka’s ad behind her (LOVE the hyuna pov shot of mizi’s resolve visibly kicking in as she shoots and Image Of Luka splits and blurs in the background now that’s cinema…). anyway those instantly crystallised evil triangulation visions in my mind. i really like the idea of hyunamizi resistance roadtrip where they experience joy and laughter and couldbesecondlove with each other but ultimately their histories and ghosts mean they were doomed from the start. but still it means something that they did save each other in the moment even if it could not last.
other scenes i enjoyed: hyuna desperately trying to stop mizi from risking her life to go to till and mizi shaking her off because she has to try to save till no matter what, ivan double checking that till’s score is higher than his while he’s kissing/strangling till to save him, child luka killing a boy just because he got too close to hyuna, till closing his hand around mizi’s with the last of his strength, the first time luka seems off-balance being when he sees hyuna again on the stage at finals.
finally the premise is sooo friendship cup from yugioh arc v season 2… to me...
checked ur carrd on a whim and dream tenipuri is at 12.8k/15k??!?! ash u have been working so diligently in the fic mines 🥹
this may be a weird question but if you have to assaign 1/0 to zodiac sun signs how would you do it?
LOL well my lawyer answer is It Depends but my jokes and i will not be elaborating at this time answer is:
aries - 0
taurus - 0
gemini - 0... no 1... no 0.... no--
cancer - 1 just kidding 0 i love cracking open a crab shell
leo - 1
virgo - 0
libra - 1
sagittarius - 1
scorpio - ∞
capricorn - 1
aquarius - 1
pisces - 0
also did u see that retrospring is also shutting down march 2025 🥲 my grief is immeasurable
hiiii i was just wondering if you'd ever share your curiouscat (rip) archives anywhere <3 i always enjoyed reading your thoughts esp on writing & i miss them!!!!!
whiplash chewed me up and spit me back out as a lower life form but i am all the happier for it!!! have you seen the album limited version shirts....the illustrations were rocked me to my core.....i did immediately pre-order and i will not be shamed for it despite hating eva lol
whiplash is soooo good, i love dystopia cyborg model runway walk music and the girls all look stunning <3 and some of the visual language in the mv reminded me of dramas i have loved before so i'm very happy with this cb! LOL high five anon i have also preordered the limited ver and it's true that the shirts were a significant determining factor in my choice of which album ver/s to buy :') can't wait to go for a run in ningshirt (hopefully) pretending i'm 80% cybernetic augments. a little less subtle than the merch i usually go for but the art is just so cool.
how did you feel about the bsides? i think my ranking is whiplash > flowers > kill it > flights not feelings > just another girl > pink hoodie 🤔
ASHHH i don’t know if it’ll be too late for you to see this but i used this tutorial to archive mine!! granted i had way less to save but if it gets to you... leoIine / status / 1841433503327723606 (sorry for terrible link format just add it after twitter dot com i don’t have my acc anymore…)
THIS IS SO POWERFUL... middle cat being both smaller than the other two and reacting in vaguely put-upon fashion seriously so renjunesque <3 also this is so timely i have literally been rehabilitating markrenhyuck in my mind big time recently i do love to see markhyuck cooperative/competitive oneupmanship in the renjun physical affection game 😃
im so excited for the dr fic i'll do whatever it takes to not die before i can read it. from first principles changed my life a little in 2018
AWWW ANON 😭💖 omg thank you so much for sticking around for so long!!! i will try my hardest to deliver the fic you deserve 🥲🙏 i think i still have around 5k left to go on it so i'm really hopeful i can be done in the next month... had it not been for my 11 hour workdays i would have finished it already. but this fic is honestly as fun for me to work on as from first principles was and i'm very excited to share it with you soon!!
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