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anon · 8d
would you ever get a tattoo dedicated to your sun?
i’m not too sure if i’m much of a tattoo person anymore. i don’t regret any of them and they are fully a part of me don’t get me wrong, but i got them all at 18. i am very different now. and i already have his light permanently imprinted somewhere on my heart and mind so i don’t see the need. my soul is constantly being set alight
anon · 9d
what's your favourite tattoo of yours?
anon · 11d
please make more talking videos on tiktok, similar to what you posted recently! i loooove hearing your voice + what you have to say!! in a non-weird way, i have been craving more talking videos from you
oh goodness i didn’t know people here knew my tiktok like that haha.. i will! thank you for enjoying them, i’ve been wanting to start a video podcast but i’m very meticulous so i want to make sure i have the setup perfect before i do…. makes me happy someone wants to hear what i have to say~
anon · 11d
if you could be gifted 3 things rn what would they be
anon · 11d
hey queen, if this is too personal, feel free to ignore; would you say that a fine arts degree gets you a job that allows you to have a stable income? I was thinking about returning to college for art, but my peers discouraged me, telling me I won't make enough money to live comfortably
not to be morbid but these days there’s not a path in the world that could guarantee you a comfortable life…. so why not just do what you want (if you have the opportunity)? it’s a privilege to be able to for sure, so personally i think if you have that privilege at your disposal, you should take advantage of it…i see it as taking care of me in the present… realistically who knows if tomorrow will come, so why spend time doing things that don’t make you feel full…. seems like a waste of our limited time
anon · 11d
(sorry if this is weird) what’s your mbti? what did you go to school for/what do you do now?
anon · 15d
im sorry for the little rant !!! i just felt a little frustrated... i dont want to be mean but ya
orchidblooms · 23d
i love seeing you be in love with what you love
anon · 22d
I watched Whisper of the Heart after you talked about it and I was able to relate to it a lot, especially with regard to being lost and aimless and meeting someone who helped me feel less lost. But unfortunately, unlike in the movie, things happened and we don’t talk to each other anymore. And I really appreciate when people compliment me/tell me that I’m doing great. But it always feels like a stab to the heart because there is nothing more I want than to tell her how much of that has been because of her. That what I’ve accomplished and the person I’ve become has been due to how she has pushed me to reach for my best self. I’m not sure if I will ever get over that.
i don’t know if i could give you any solace but i hope you know i am certain you made her life just as fruitful as she did for you, and i know it hurts but just know there is a piece of her that will always be with you in this way—don’t let it disappear! live in a way that will pay homage to her and the love you had.. do it justice
anon · 23d
i don't have anything of value to add here but sending you love 💖 i hope this month treats you well (guy who logged on just now instead of the very beginning of this month)
anon · 21d
vianna, how do you love so freely and express that love so beautifully? your words are always so genuine & pretty towards sunghoon but it feels like im lacking when it comes to expressing my love for him (someone else). i see people around me show their caring self but i cant bring myself to do so. maybe a part of it is bc im so afraid of being vulnerable (again) but when i see your words for sunghoon, it's so so beautiful. i was wondering where did you get your inspiration from, how did you end up writing such beautiful words & how do you have such a beautiful soul? i want to start being like that (again) after closing myself off for the longest time.
hm well not all of my letters are for sunghoon. most are, yes, but i think a big proponent in loving freely (because it really /is/ a hard thing to be able to do—i’m not sure if i succeed at it myself) is allowing it to come to you in all your avenues of life, wherever you’re fortunate enough to touch it. if you know me at all you know vulnerability is a big big fear of mine but wanting to love someone overrules every one of my inhibitions. it sounds so silly and so cheesy but when you want to love someone it comes out in however it sees fit—if not by words, than by deeds. you don’t need to be beautiful in your love, that IS the beauty of it—it is not a requirement or a precedent. i’ve actually been going through a crazy episode these last few weeks, not knowing how to navigate my life when i feel like a burden to every living thing around me, when i’m so unable and poorly equipped to accept the love that comes to me so abundantly. so please don’t let the perceived beauty of other people’s love deter you from loving, too. it’s not beautiful and it doesn’t have to be xx