ash :-3 · 2mo
hihiiii im joining the fun..,, i think jsvng wud also express his feelings in short busts— his words often coming out faster than he can form the thoughts, he stumbles and rambles trying to make sense of his thoughts as they bounce around the confines of his mind..,. his brain 2 mouth filter almost nonexistent.. at least around the ppl he knows and trusts.. i do think he can also be rlly quiet and reserved where it calls for, i dont think he’s necessarily quick to voice things as he feels them— he lets things build up, feelings fester, until there’s a hundred different lines of melodies all clashing and colliding around up in there…
for mnho i think he’s pretty much well reserved, but he isnt afraid to say what he thinks. i think he also lets things fester, but his overthinking is more uniform— he’s more organised with it, he’ll scrutinise and overanalyse his thoughts and straighten out every possible outcome before weighing his options and deciding on one., he’s a little stubborn too, he could be wrong but until proven otherwise he stans confidently w his truth knowing he thought it out to the best of his ability, as meticulously calculated as he’s able…
theyre both overthinkers and overanalysers 2 me.. but i think jsvng leads with his heart and emotions in mind whereas mnho sticks to objectivity ., not 2 say he doesnt think with emotion but i think he decides how he feels abt something after working out the logistics and Understanding things before letting himself feel.. at least he tries to, hes not immune 2 blurting out charged emotions when he finds it justified… but he stikes me as someone who keeps his guard up.., hes scared of letting his emotions call shotgun .. shrugs…
thats my take.., thats how i think when i write, or at least what i enjoy when i read!!
hi hi hi! you already know how much i love the way you write and see mnsvng. that thing about jsvng losing his mouth-to-brain filter is so so spot on to me — i see him as someone so wordy but not always umm eloquent? especially when feelings and emotions are involved. he’s just a very feeling-driven person, to me. he absolutely can be quiet and say things so gently, because there’s feelings in that, too. in whatever way he chooses (or doesn’t choose) to express his feelings and thoughts, he just sort of expresses that with his whole body, not just words. if he’s worn and tired of the inner battles that came with denying or working through his feelings, if he’s frustrated, sad, scared, or just so in love that it’s consuming him, you’ll see that, whether it’s through crying and rambling or through saying things gently and softly.
and mnho, yeah, it’s exactly as you said. even the chaos in his brain has a structure, and that’s why i think in most fics he keeps his feelings at bay. i’ll use fragments as an example; the very simple reasoning is that his feelings exist, they’re there, he’s acknowledged them and made his peace with them (sort of, kind of). he’s not thrown off his balance anymore when jsvng does something that takes his breath away, it doesn’t take him by surprise when his heart picks up whenever jsvng is near. but it’s jsvng acting in ways he can’t predict, them ending up in situations that fall outside of mnho’s mental guide of How To Deal With This that make him lose his footing. and so when his structure and balance and rationalizing is challenged by his will to follow jsvng anywhere, to do anything for him, no matter what — it’s then that he has to make a choice, and it’s not always one he can think of rationally.
ah. they’re so silly. i think they should kiss maybe.
