omg hello i do have some recs. these are the ones that immediately popped in my head but check the tags first because some fics may not be to one's taste!! this is what i've remembered but there is probably a longer list of fics i forgot to mention or didn't finish reading yet :"> so maybe i will make a longer list later? with other yj ships too?? but for now here are some ynbn fics that altered my brain in a good way (i have a list of fic recs that i have to go through once im free, so this list is probably gonna get muuuch bigger)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31135244/chapters/76933934 (i think about this fic at least once a month)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/52993540 (it is cisswap/wlw though! but a very very good read)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47127232/chapters/118736467 (can be read as a separate story or with other works from the series)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/46432666 (another cisswap/wlw fic which i love.. honestly underrated
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42257934/chapters/106103616 (it is kinda soobin centric-y though. but it's really interesting)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45885100/chapters/115483324 (not a me list without some omegaverse)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/24011524 (i love insecurejun)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/40709166/chapters/102003927 (this fic is always on my mind)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43775383 (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43548082 (rock band au...)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/35056060 (a very silly and sweet fic)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45258244 https://archiveofourown.org/works/45063538 https://archiveofourown.org/works/43328029 https://archiveofourown.org/works/42141033/chapters/105799641 https://archiveofourown.org/works/40442475 https://archiveofourown.org/works/34509616/chapters/85892590 (these are more sbn centric but i love yjn's character in these fics)