Hello sender, I hope my answer will passed on your timeline. I believe in the statement that everyone’s deserve their own love. Being played by people so many times didn’t necessarily mean that you didn’t deserve one, it’s simply it’s isn’t your turn yet. Eventually, one day, you’ll got yours—in fact, we don’t know yet, but you should believe that you’ll got yours one day. I hope that you’re loved, sender. My old friend use to said that love did not only come from significant other, but anyone surroundings you could sparks their own love for you as well! If you need someone to talked to, you can pass on my dms, no worries :)