Everyday I really wake up to everyone stabbing each other with knives, carelessly throwing each other hate speech, et cetera. And of course, it terrifies me so bad. I need to face something unbearable, and uncontrollable; sometimes things had me standing on my last straw and it makes me sick, I must admit. I make those things as a reminder to myself, to be wiser— that it is indeed very important for me to think before act