no, it's you hyung. i love you so much i will smooch you in the forehead. (no-homo, all brother love here. 🥰)

"the pain wasn't worth it, but it also wasn't wasted." meaning that, despite of the pain that it carried there was also a lesson that came with it. pains in general isn't there to make us feel horrible or in pain. they can also be a lesson for us while we grow. because without pain, how are we able to bear things? if its always the good thing, how are we able to step forward and change. pain is inevitable but we can also do things to bare the pain, it's up to ourselves if we want do something with it or just let it be.

the star of them all, damon (one of) my favorite! it's always the unexpected friendships that i encounter these days and i'm more than grateful to the universe for sending me such an amazing friend and person in my life. truly, he is a bright star that shines out there. one of my favorite writers too, i mean just how can you not adore him. he's lovely and kind, plus..! really fine too. 🤭 other than that, i'm genuinely thankful to have him in my life. thank you for coming into my life, monmon. i adore you a lot.

my precious ann, i adore her a lot by the way. one of the people i cherish, her presence alone is comforting and i love how she can be full of stories alongside with how endearing her personality is. she's the type of friend where she wouldn't hesitate to lend her shoulders for you anytime, the friend who'll continue to pat you in the back and tell you you're doing well. she is overall, an amazing and lovely person. i treasure her so much like she's one of my favorite gems (which she is btw). i admire her, a lot and i'm glad, especially thankful too that she's my friend. 🤍

my chichi, my scenery for real. (i hope you still remember, lol. 😹) she's one of the realest person i've met, i love how our bond grew closer. she's honestly an adorable human being who carries so much kindness and love. i love how we easily got along, how our late night interactions turned into a beautiful friendship from crying our asses together during 3 ams to somehow talking about the most random thing after. her soul is honestly the loveliest, may the universe only offer and bring her the good things. i adore you wholeheartedly, chichi. wala nang iwanan, andami mo naring alam sakin eh. /j

my lovely-rou, my bestfriend who's also the noona to my hyung. i'm honestly beyond grateful and thankful that from a simple interaction we had our bond bloomed into this beautiful friendship, i'm genuinely thankful and happy that she turned to be one of the most important people in my life. besides my kean hyung, she's one of my pillars. the one who keeps me going. her kindness and warmth is such a privilege to even experience, she is indeed the epitome of loveliness if anything. i love you, rou-rou stay the way you are and continue filling our lives with love and kindness.