Considering I have never really done any of that in many years I honestly can't say. I am terribly afraid of letting anyone be close to me so I won't really know until I can somehow overcome that, which will require an enormous amount of work on myself for many reasons and finding someone I can meet IRL and really trust. I honestly don't think that last part will ever happen.

But while someone hugging me scares me, I like the general idea of a hug more than that of snugs or hand holding. They all sound nice but thinking about hugs is the most efficient way to get me to feel very lonely…