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mae (ae/aer) and dan 🌱 (he/him) b nice!!!
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tatsumi "i'll fall in love with you in every universe" and their next universe is pandasal
tatsumi sex psychology? tatsumis relationship with sex headcanons? i love you
thinks,,, we like to think that pandasal tatsumi's response after getting fucked up in reimei was to just repress any sort of sexual desire he might have had. he probably avoids that sort of thing like the plague and doesnt engage when its brought up. it shifts when he meets mayoi tho bc then that desire starts bubbling back up and hes so disgusted with himself for feeling that way but Repression is a Bitch so its just such a strong feeling that he cant help but ignore.
theres this one manga we like where a character goes "i dont hate having sex with you, i just hate myself after" and we think thats so him with mayoi... we think its fun to think abt him being simultaneously grossed out and incredibly into having sex with mayoi
prev lolisho anon, i was calling tatsumi alkaloids oniisan! ttmy as hiiais cool big sibling figures who shows them how adults make love <3
shota tatsumi needs his loli/shota mayoi hiiro aira harem, oniisan teaching them after he was badtouched
ur so right for that!! i think it'd be cute if they ended up going to the same school, becoming friends,, maybe mayoi or something confesses to him and hes just :D someone loves me ^w^ then he brings her to his home and starts touching her and shes just uuuu,, (>///<) then maybe they end up teaching it to aira and hiiro too,,, lolisho polyalka,,,
thank you for linking your retrospring i love your soooooooooo much!!!!!!! i sent this idea to another user but i need to share it more: himeru oniichan finds out tatsumi got kaname pregnant because her bellys growing while in a coma <33 id also love to hear your thoughts on tatsumis brain problems, like how he selfharms in pandasal au and i think is a victim too??? idk if i just made that up...
AUHUHUGHUHGUH,,,, i feel like ive seen that first one before,,, ITS SO GOOD himeru noticing kanames tummy growing and learning that its tatsumis and still having to face that fucking guy everyday knowing he got his precious kaname pregnant.. if i were meru i would kill him Truly.
(this next bit is from dan hes the pandasal tatsumi ceo)
i like thinking abt tatsumis pain being the result of him never learning (or being taught) to process any of his problems or emotions in a healthy way, so all he knows is to repress them. and he's gotten really good at it! it was a lifelong issue for him, but we think it especially kicked his ass in highschool since what happened was kind of like in obbligato? where he was trying to change the system of things since there were rampant issues with bullying, maybe corruption in the admin, etc etc, and the end result was him earning the ire of so many people that he ended up getting gangraped for it </3.
as the son of the church of his local community his family has a reputation to uphold, so we like to think it ended up getting covered up, and his parents are very asian-core "get over it" type of people so :shrug: i think the closest thing tatsumi here ever had to a support system was kaname (who is alive and awake in this au btw, hes the music teacher at mayois school) but he ended up pushing him away after everything bc he was ashamed to be around him as someone so "dirty."
i like imagining the self harm thing as a kind of cycle for him. he probably accidentally cut himself one time and was like "wow...." then started doing it on purpose. his cycle is like "wow this is so sinful im never doing this again" --> "its all getting worse, everyone hates me i should DIE" --> mental breakdown --> self harm. i think if someone ever sees hes the type who'd just prefer they not be acknowledged at all lol (he'll still overthink them thinking hes terrible and horrible for doing that later tho)
transitioning to him liking mayoi bc she's seen him at his worst and still likes him. loves him even.. he probably thinks she's the closest he'll ever get to actually feeling the unconditional love of god. probably puts her on a pedestal as someone pure, perfect, angelic too. he knows what he's doing is wrong and will probably only hurt her in the long run, but the alternative is not having her in his life and theres no way hes ever going back to that - 🌱
Fem Tatsumi IS god's favourite child, how else would she have mayoi?
Tatsumi sniff on loli mayo panties and masturbates with it
Your valk art is so cutee!
hi it’s grooming group Anon. I saw you and the other person talking under it and felt the biggest most unreal wave of complicated emotions I could feel from twitter
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Anyway. I’m going to draw some aimayoshino for you tmrw. my offering. Also little thought for now. I think. In stories where they are the focus they would be/are the three cardinal catholic school experiences. I forgot what shinobus was though. Mayoi is most faithfulest little lady. Aira to me is early onset teenage rebellion. Okay thank you
RUNS AROUND RUNS AROUND ur so right thats also kind of how they r in our pandasal au,, we made shinobu more of like in the middle just not rlly taking whatever catholic things r going on to heart,, mayoi faithfulest little lady makes me so happy tho i love her and her catholic guilt <33
ALSO UUU AIMAYOSHINO ART ROLLS AROUND >w<
Tatsumi never lets loli mayo take care of herself, she bathes her, brushes her hair, braids it, etc, just to be close to her baby
tatsumi forcing loli mayoi to grind on the side of her desk.. maybe standing on a chair if she can’t even reach
ur comic inspired me. would loli fem ttmy have sex in tatsumis classroom
I feel like sometimes nowadays aira mayoi shinobu is just The Grooming Group like that’s just three victims innit… idk I’ve been rinnai kanashino brained but tatsumayo is new…and I like it tbh
does tatsumi treat lil mayoi more like a gf or a daughter… 👀👀
Mayoi is the most mesugaki ever she loves to gaslight lolicons to fuck her she's a loli so no one going to blame her
mesugaki mayoi she is so horny and silly ^_^ tbh this goes two ways in my brain where one is the usual gaslight blackmail tactics to get those lolicons to keep fucking her !! and the other is loli mayo not properly understanding what shes getting into so one of them rapes her rlly hard that shes completely wrecked by the end of it idk i think shes rlly cute
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