thinks,,, we like to think that pandasal tatsumi's response after getting fucked up in reimei was to just repress any sort of sexual desire he might have had. he probably avoids that sort of thing like the plague and doesnt engage when its brought up. it shifts when he meets mayoi tho bc then that desire starts bubbling back up and hes so disgusted with himself for feeling that way but Repression is a Bitch so its just such a strong feeling that he cant help but ignore.

theres this one manga we like where a character goes "i dont hate having sex with you, i just hate myself after" and we think thats so him with mayoi... we think its fun to think abt him being simultaneously grossed out and incredibly into having sex with mayoi