i haven’t! but i’m also on twitter and tiktok which essentially tantamount to it. like which cringe carrie clip are we unpicking today. so yeah i’m pretty acquainted with samantha and i’m actly quite partial to her!!

AND STOOOPPPPPP WAIT….NO YEAH I DEFINITELY SEE IT….. the aversion to commitment is a given but it’s the sexual openness/brassiness for me! not to mention her loyalty to her friends (in spite of everything) so this is pretty spot-on omfg. i should rly give it a watch soon it’s been in my watchlist for years on end now. and like with many things in my life ofc i’m propelled by yaoi

NJNDNFFDF NOT A REREADDDD thank u darling 😭😭🙇‍♀️ more material on the horizon!!

oh ☹️☹️☹️ thank you sooo much waaah… it’s actually fascinating how things took a turn for me bc i used to find my dialogues/convos sooo stilted and that’s why i was pressing more on descriptions. i’m not implying that i’m a standout now but i believe in my improvement enough to not disparage myself. in my case i think my foray into filipino threadfics improved that (+ repeated exposure to it) bc being able to assimilate a culture i’m accustomed to into writing really eased me through the learning curve. i’ve also been keenly observing AND absorbing other people’s talking/typing style ever since wjwwhjekrf and when it comes to dialogue, i’d always throw lines with and to myself bc it helps measure the flow and how faithful i believe it’d be to not just markren as people or as source material but to colloquial conversations as well. this is why i’m always so floored by comments underlining how realistic it reads/sounds/feels like like AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. THANK YOU 😭 i really do try. i could only pray i never lose touch or hopefully even better myself over time :(

and nooo i feel it in my bones that you’re doing so well!!! we all start somewhere 🥺 thank you sooo so much seriously like thank you :( i still have a long way to go to be crowned a gem but thank you so much for thinking so!

happy sixth month anniversary mahal... i remember nung una tayong nagtagpo...

hi ☹️ ☹️ ☹️ this is criminally overdue and i feel like i should be lynched for it but i still wanna extend my profuse and most ardent thank yous. thank you so soooo much 😭😭😭 this ask really uplifted my spirits when it was first delivered (and it still does) and i’m not just saying this to make up for the delay the length of a preemie pregnancy because HONEST TO GOD... dread immediately off my shoulders. a clean sweep. i could stomach looking at myself and that update for a while after this. i just felt so small back then bc the update didn’t rlly garner that much reaction and i don’t know what i was expecting given that it only peripherally touched on markren and was a stepping stone more than anything (which in hindsight it’s such a needless inundation of emotions bc why was i spiralling when it hadn’t even been 24 hours since 😭 like Goddddd get a life..) overarching point is: i’m so so grateful for you and your words

WAIT VIBESSSSS i was pretty into that dyson line too; thought of it on the spot and now i feel invincible HAHAHAHAHAHH and omg :( i adoooore f4f renjun and i don’t know how much or often i could confess that without sounding like i’m tooting my own horn but truth holds that he’s such a thrill to write. u know how writers would normally project a bit of themselves onto their characters? i’m not any different but also i feel like in the process of fleshing him out, i’ve adopted fragments of his personality LMAAAOOOOOOO DON’T WRITE AUS!!!!!!!! (/j) he’s so dear to me like he can just never do any wrong (ironically enough...will commit most of the wrong)

hehe prolly safe to say you’ve caught up enough to be acquainted with the ever-expanding extent of mark’s (and renjun’s) kadaldalan. like if this becomes their fixed descriptor and even legacy then holy shit it’s an honour. loquaciousness is a dying art!!!!!

oh baby like you could ever bore me :( i almost split my face in half with the force of my grin like reading through every word and every intervening space felt like christmas like no other to me. thank you so sooo much. i’m overjoyed you had to something to say at all; it’s almost like saving grace. thank you soooo soooo much and i’m sorry this response was a long time coming and God i cannot quit saying thank you and i don’t think i wanna. thank you!!!!!!

i like jendong quite a lot! esp when i pieced together (or at least think i did) their dynamics, my slowly-building interest from bimdy and my latent markrennohyuck-ism from before had finally solidified and earned a beating heart. i still wouldn’t necessarily call myself a jendongist though bc i’m not full-fledged yet, but eh that’s just nuance. won’t keep me from nodding along to and heaping on jendong bading bakla hs harutan tweets on my tl. hehe

also!!! i just wanna share an excerpt from my unravelled jendong dynamic thread on priv:

idk how to word this but i feel like when u provoke jaemdong it’s tantalizing bc it’s ironic. when u provoke markren they’ll get bashful bc it holds some truth. but when u provoke jendong they’ll act coy and maybe a little icked but they both know that’s not the case and they enjoy and even share that delight with each other but it doesn’t go further than that despite the potential

(+ compatibility doesn’t always end in realized romance. sometimes it’s impeded by the placidness of it)