Sometimes, I tend to be too hard on myself for things that are outside of my control. It's a challenge for me to find the balance between holding myself accountable and being kind to myself. However, I am learning to practice self-compassion and recognize that making mistakes and experiencing setbacks are natural parts of life. I try to approach challenges as opportunities for growth and learning, rather than as failures. It's a continuous process, but I believe that being gentle with oneself is an important aspect of personal growth and well-being.

To hold and keep my anger issues also my ego and to handle the voice that keep talking on my head. It's like i can do easy with a lot of things but if it's to keep up with my own self, i just can't, i'll be so hard to myself (sometimes). So far i just found that i'm a type of person who usually don't care much about how failure or things will hit because i know the quality of my self-range when i try to gather my power to try it again. It's just about the voice inside my head & ego, if these two took the role to control myself, i will be the biggest mess.

I often blame myself too hard.

hmmm to be honest, i'm a bit unsure because it seems like i haven't accomplished much, and i don't appear to be making a lot of effort to achieve anything, alias mageran alias pasrah. >3< however, i'm quite hard on myself when it comes to socializing and making new acquaintance terus habis itu kalo energinya habis, langsung loyo seminggu, HEHEHE.