thank you anon 🥺 and really that is a good suggestion! I honestly took a kinda? long vacation... a period I'm not really used to (well actually I was still writing behind the scenes but it is for the bmjn fest! I used this period to kickstart my fic ^^) and I immediatey got sick (I still am a bit) when I got back home from Japan because of the extreme weather changes that my body fell apart 🥲 I'm writing bits! I think I am starting to recall the scenes I wanted to put in because I'm more of an impulsive writer so I usually draft very vague outlines and that's why I suffer so much when in times of I need to take longer breaks because I am getting a really hard time to recall 🥲 but I am getting there! and yes I think in times I'm getting stuck, I would really need some help from all of you and I don't know how to thank all of you enough already because having a platform where my stories are getting read means a lot

thank you so much and thank you even more for the patience and understanding ⭐ hope you will always have good days ahead of you!