So, I definetly don't condone the majority of what I draw ^^; I don't want anyone or anything to ever be harmed in real life, but I'm pretty adamant that drawings are just drawings and fantasies should not be punished.
I think a lot of people seem to interpret my art as my own fetishes, and they're not really. I'd say they're more explorations and tours of ideas rather than a reflection of my desires. They're also impacted a lot by things I've experienced and felt, and a want to be more dominant but grappling with actually being more submissive.
Myles isn't necessarily me, neither is Null, but they're rather aspects of an identity I'm reckoning with... My focus isn't on one side or the other but the interactions and feelings in general of that makes sense? I really don't know who I am, art is a journey for me to figure it out...
In terms of rl stuff, I've always wanted to be con nonconned in some way but I'm too scared and don't really like sex much IRL anyway... Lately I've definitely "unlocked" my sexuality in a way that I actually am horny, and some ideas make me horny, but they're not often things I draw! I've been feeling aroused by pup play especially >///< I wanna be treated like a pup...
Honestly I've felt like I torture my partner with my recent proclivities :( mainly my onesie and stuff, I would try diapers or more pup stuff but I don't want them to think I'm so '''degen'''... I'm even afraid of transitioning cuz they've said they may not feel attracted to me anymore ^^;
I'd love to be pet and called a good boy and bred and raped!!! And walked and changed and fed!! And loved!!! .///.