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nobody · 3mo
How do you feel about paras? Non contact, contact, ect?
nobody · 1mo
Hi, I haven't heard from you in a while. Is everything ok?
nobody · 3mo
Sounds like you've given a lot of thought to these questions, so I suppose the only other question left to ask is: Do you feel you have supportive, healthy, and adequate outlets to discuss these topics?
I really appreciate your candid responses here, but I also recognize that random strangers on the internet may not be able to provide everything you need. You seem super awesome and cool, and I just want to make sure you feel you have enough people in your life who care about you the way you want to be cared about.
nobody · 3mo
Thank you very much for opening up in your latest answer here.
Art as therapy and exploration is very important and totally valid. And, yeah; fiction is fiction. Express whatever you need to in the safe space that is art.
The situation with your partner is definitely a tricky one that a lot of folks find themselves in.
Have you and your partner talked about exploring non-monogamy as an outlet for you to explore your sexual identity?
And, not to project, as transitioning is very important in my own life, but the idea of being with a partner who isn't fully supportive of your transitioning over physical attraction (something that is fleeting and subject-to-change regardless of intentional surgery) sounds really rough to me. Not to be too invasive, but is your relationship with this person more important than your personal life goals? Are they aware of what you're wrestling with and giving up, and how do they justify that if so?
My partner isn't poly, I consider myself poly but I honestly don't need sex that much. I just kinda ignore my identity and stuff, I feel like I'm imposing so much when I tell people my pronouns or name so I just let people do what's easiest ^^; I really don't need sex or anything... Im allowed to cuddle friends and that's enough for me I think? Idk
nobody · 3mo
Might be too personal of a question, so feel free to disregard, but: How much of your kink interest is grounded in reality versus kinks you have strictly as fantasy?
Follow-up question: Are there any real-life kinks you haven't explored yet that you're looking for someone(s) to build trust with to explore?
So, I definetly don't condone the majority of what I draw ^^; I don't want anyone or anything to ever be harmed in real life, but I'm pretty adamant that drawings are just drawings and fantasies should not be punished.
I think a lot of people seem to interpret my art as my own fetishes, and they're not really. I'd say they're more explorations and tours of ideas rather than a reflection of my desires. They're also impacted a lot by things I've experienced and felt, and a want to be more dominant but grappling with actually being more submissive.
Myles isn't necessarily me, neither is Null, but they're rather aspects of an identity I'm reckoning with... My focus isn't on one side or the other but the interactions and feelings in general of that makes sense? I really don't know who I am, art is a journey for me to figure it out...
In terms of rl stuff, I've always wanted to be con nonconned in some way but I'm too scared and don't really like sex much IRL anyway... Lately I've definitely "unlocked" my sexuality in a way that I actually am horny, and some ideas make me horny, but they're not often things I draw! I've been feeling aroused by pup play especially >///< I wanna be treated like a pup...
Honestly I've felt like I torture my partner with my recent proclivities :( mainly my onesie and stuff, I would try diapers or more pup stuff but I don't want them to think I'm so '''degen'''... I'm even afraid of transitioning cuz they've said they may not feel attracted to me anymore ^^;
I'd love to be pet and called a good boy and bred and raped!!! And walked and changed and fed!! And loved!!! .///.
nobody · 3mo
Did you have another alt/priv account or am I thinking of someone else??
nobody · 3mo
From what little i know, pacifiers are lagely used by people older than a toddler to keep from grinding their teeth, specifically while on drugs. Is that the vibe you were throwin' down with those pics? Also, you're a cute thing 😳
nobody · 3mo
any pic is fine rlly!! preferably one that rlly shows the process,, i love watching speedpaints and that combined with ur artstyle would be heaven ... im rlly not picky!!
nobody · 3mo
aaah yes id love a speedpaint!!! pls post them if u can!! thank u!! ^_^
nobody · 3mo
do u color on top of ur lineart? its looks so fascinating im just wondering about the process…. ahh
nobody · 3mo
i am dead fucking serious when i say i’d pay for more pics of you you are so so hot :0000
nobody · 3mo
First off Null and Void is one of the most clever names for a duo, It's adorable!
As for my question, concerning when that older guy asked Null if he was alone and he used sign language, where did Null learn that? Is he mute or hard of hearing? Or perhapse just too shy?
nobody · 3mo
is null a girl or a guy? it's giving me trans guy personally ... also miles solo art when >_< ♡
Well null is supposed to be my sona, they're nonbinary! They use they/it and take t and stuff to slightly masculinizr... Which is what I hope to do .///.
Myles though, is normally depicted as a trans man, but sometimes I give him a dick in fantasy settings
Void is supposed to be fem leaning and use they/she, and they take hrt too but I dont like giving them super noticable breasts
Myles solo...! I haven't done that besides all the vent art I've done ( and stuff with the old null .. that's way below my Twitter like you gotta scroll down to see old Myles art) <33333