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https://x.com/moonlitb1n/status/1836925254297342358?t=QmY-5xwwV24W3jb_QvTL8w&s=19 WHEN THE DEVILL SAAIDD NOO GOD SAID YEEEESSSSSSSSS (i cheered)
hi hi! i hope you’re having a fantastic day/night ,, skz & i love you🤍🤍
p.s i love your writing 🤍
I saw your music recs tweet and I recommend OnlyOneOf!!💛 especially Gaslighting, chrOme hearts, and LibidO
I will possess your heart by Death Cab for Cutie. A very beautiful soul recommended this to me & I would like to recommend this to another beautiful soul 💕
Hi lilyyyy—some artist recs:
Jordana, Ryan Wood, Magdalena Bay, Clairo, Mitski
hihi i want to share a little idea
jsng who unknowingly books a happy ending massage, since his friends kept telling him he looks tense and that they were tired of hearing him complain about his back...
at first, he's a little suspicious of going to an apartment and not a clinic, but figures its just the nerves and everything will be fine. whatever, he goes in and is met with a jaw dropping sight.
mnho preparing the table and oils, his hair pulled back and his loose shirt showing off his collarbones, jsng thinks he wont make it through the session without getting a boner ..
mhno greets him and invites him to lay down, and begins massaging him. everything is okay. jsng is trying to control his breathing and not think about the hot man above him which also has, jsng finds, the hands of a god.
but mnho asks him to turn around, and jsngs heartbeat picks up again after a few minutes when the older starts massaging and groping his tits, going lower and lower just above his crotch, jsngs breath hitches as his dick twiches beneath the unusually small towel covering him. mnho just hums and continues, and its just then when jsng realises what he's actually booked (obviously he still wants to do it, he could also use the action) and he starts getting even harder.
finally, when they finish, mnho just smiles as jsng avoids eye contact, stuttering over his goodbyes and shyly giving mnh the payment.
at home, all jsng can think about is his sexy massage giver, and how he wouldnt be opposed to going again.
so to mnh's delight, jsng becomes a regular client; and to jsngs delight, mnh starts getting bolder and nastier, an unspoken thing that they both enjoy this . so after a few months, in which theyve had conversations and exchanged numbers (since "itd be easier to schedule" (mnh just wanted to talk to him more)) , on a particularly stressful day, jsng admits he's needed a break, so mnh offers to ride him and nothing would change between them (except they both have massive crushes on eachother) so it'll be fine!
so at the end, mnho rides jsng and jsng thinks its the best sex he's ever had . he's still a little sad mnh didnt kiss him, though.
so his little sadness turns into a little big bigger sadness, and he finds himself wishing mnh never had sex with him, cause now that he's got a taste, he doesnt think he can ever see anyone else other than mnh romantically. so he calls, in the middle of the night, and mnh obviously picks up. jsng tells him he forgot something, and asks if he can come now & making some stupid excuse as to why he can't come tommorow. he needs to do this now, or he'll never have the courage again.
he gets dressed, in the car, and drives to mnhos appartment. knocks lightly on the door and soon after mnho, who's wearing just some sweatpants , cause he "was going to sleep", invites him in and waits for jsng to pick up whatever he forgot. but instead, jsng just looks at him, and quietly, so quietly, tells mnh
"i dont know how you feel. its okay if you dont feel the same, i know this is your job. but i have like, a really big crush on you. i havent forgotten anything, i just dont think i would have found the courage any other day to tell you. " and mnh smiles, gets up, and just as jsng thinks he'll leave and make him get out, mnh jumps across the couch and all over jsng, and kisses him silly.
jsng kisses back and after a very much needed makeout session, mnh tells him
"youre so stupid, jsngie, do you really think i give blowjobs to every client?" and jsng thinks that, yeah okay, maybe he is a little stupid, but he's also falling in love with the most perfect man ever, which might aswell be his soulmate
ahh this was wayy longer than i thought, but i hope you enjoyyeeed ♡ i love them sm
hiiii oomfie i loveee this. i am going to be so honest and say i had to google what a happy ending massage is LOL ive never heard of it before i was like massages are so intimate jsng is so real and then got to the part where it said “jsng realized what he signed up for” and then i was like … I don’t know what he signed up for LOLLL. i love a little angst from not knowing if his feelings are reciprocated bc its a fuzzy type of thing i loveee this, thank you for sharing this i very much enjoyed!!!!! i also love them so much <333
mnsng dancing to while you were sleeping by laufey... domestic mnsng... <33333
i can just imagine it… jsvng’s head tucked underneath mnho’s chin as they just sway back and forth together, them both humming along to the lyrics .. so romantic and just them and their song, together in that moment omgjfj anon i will never listen to this song without this image in my mind again
i havent read in a long time... so .. waht are some of your fav mnsvng fics currently? 🫡
hi anon i was at work when i saw this but couldn't wait to get home to answer this bc.... i love... talking abt my fav things SOOOOOOOOO
im going for more recent reads that i've had that i just knew i would end up rereading even during like the first paragraphs and stuff
starting off with loser=lover. i read it a couple days ago and couldn't put it down, i am a huge fan of taotu's writing style!! i always feel like mnsvng are so well-thought out during the story and it grabbed my full attention so quick <33 and i was giggling so much over some of the dynamics in it and it's also home to one of my favorite scenes (not to spoil too much but it has to do with svngmn at flx's bday sleepover!). gen so good !
next is victor victor which i knew i would enjoy because anything that comes from skzinger will be absolutely golden. i had it up on the list to read for a while but didn't get to until recently but i adored every second of it and wished i could have read it sooner!!! everything about it... compliments to the chef... absolutely.
quite LITERALLY just finished this but tbh i could probably rec it without reading because of how much faith i have that anything bunny writes will turn out to be amazing, spectacular, pulls to my heart in everyway and it is I wouldn't ask you (to take care of me) i literally couldn't wait to leave work to read it so i was holed up at my desk hoping nobody would need anything while i was reading it my last 30 minutes. it is, of course, SOOOOOOO good, every time i read any of her works i always feel my heart being tugged at like idk strings of a guitar or something, and i definitely recommend listening to the playlist because it adds so much to it !!!! their love within this work is so easy and it's second nature for them and i just WAAAAAAAAAAA i love it
i found the next time around in oomfs comment section and read it in the same moment because the premise caught my eye and i was free to do it at that moment. it was so good and the very first paragraph had gotten me hooked right away! i've rarely stepped my brain into magical realism and stuff like that (which is a crime bc i actually quite enjoy it) but this was awesome and reread material for me lol.
and lastly, if you'd like something a little shorter, hung up on you is soooo fun and silly and i enjoyed reading it a lot!!! just a little warning there is light stalking so if that's uncomfy keep that in mind!! it was very humorous and got a couple irl laughs out of me !!
if you ever want any more recs than these five or like specifics just let me know!! but these are my recent reads/current favs!!!
mnsvng au where jsng enters a cooking contest, because he lost a bet, but also falls in love with mnho in the proccess.
jsng loses a bet he had with his friends so they make him sign up for a baking show where the contestants will have one month to come up with their own dessert recipe, and then present it to the head chef (mnh) and 3 other cooks, and the tastiest one wins. jsng however, has absolutely no idea how to bake.
though he figures out that maybe being the "comedy relief" on a stupid cooking show wouldn't be that bad, and he decides he will power through. everything in his plan seems to work out, in theory.
until he meets mnh. the head chef, that will probably tear him and his cooking skills to pieces. also the most handsome and elegant man jsng's ever seen. uh oh, he's about to embarrass himself in front of this hot sexy guy. jsng thinks he's doomed.
what he doesnt know, though, is that throughout the first week, where the contestants share food they've made before, and other experiences they've had, mnho has already taken a liking to the cute, clumsy, big ego that supposedly hides his inability to cook boy. so the only thing he thinks of doing is, after the first week, asking jsng to meet him outside.
that's how he ends up proposing to jsng that if he wants, they could meet up and mnho could teach him a thing or two about cooking. as friends, of course, but no one else needs to know about their little arrangement! jsng agrees, and they start hanging out, increasingly more often , and find out that they actually fit togheter quite well :o (as friends, of course, they dont need to know about the mutual crushing developing between eachother.. hehe) mnho tells him about food, jsng tells him more about music, etc
however, as time goes on, small touches linger for longer, eye contact becomes harder, cooking sessions and hangouts become more intimate and jokes more suggestive. mnh thinks he knows what's going on, and that jsng might like him too, but finds it cute how jsng remains oblivious, probably too into his head to realize mnho's right there and already ready to give up everything for him
now they're in the last days of recording, and jsng realises he's learnt barely anything from his hangouts with mnh, always too distracted by his presence alone. so what, he may be a little in love. who can blame him?
problem is, he's now faced with ingredients and utensils, and the only thing he has is hope that his dessert will be good enough for mnho. maybe so good mnho will decide to keep him around after the show ends, even if it's just as friends!
so he tries his best, with the added pressure of feeling mnho's attention all on him, ends up with a mediocre looking pie, but hopefully it at least tastes good. mnh just smiles as he takes a bite, pretending to think , and winks at jsng before moving on, leaving jsng red in the face and everything but patient to hear his thoughts.
he ends up winning second place, due to the other cooks not being as delighted by jsngs flustered stuttering like mnh. so jsng and mnho go back to svng's place, while he rambles about how he never thought he'd even make top 3, and how he still probably doesnt know how to make anything else, and mnh simply shuts him up with a kiss that makes jsng's brain turn to mush and lose all his thoughts before kissing back.
and mnh confesses, that he might've had a little big influence on his place in the rankings, but its also because he likes him, a lot, and wants to take him out sometime, on a date. jsng looks at him and mnho swears he sees stars in his eyes before jsng leans in and kisses him again , and mnh takes it as a yes.
they become boyfriends soon enough, obviously. :-)
now that im thinking this could also work as a socmed.. but i dont write
anon PLEASEEE write HELLOOOO this is so good...
i love the trope of a fumbling idiot whose just charming enough that people ignore the fumbling part... like he could be cracking eggshells into his mixture and people would tell him that he did really good because it gave it an added crunch LOLLL..
also.... the idea of mnh in a kitchen trying to teach jsvng all the ropes but jsvng is just omega eyed staring at him as he's trying to do it... in his brain he's thinking wow he's really passionate about this, that's soooo hot and also just... i love plots around someone just... committing to the bit. like they have a bit and they can't back down bc helllooo that's against the rules of the bit!!! but i also see jsvng afterwards still wanting to prove to himself (and do something haha... sweet... for mnho) so he goes to an actual baking class where he spends a lot of time trying to perfect the perfect dessert for mnho as just an... i love you... and his efforts paid off eventually...
and and and and also also i am... a slut for cook mnho... there is just something so domestic about them ending up in the kitchen together and spending time -- just each other, no phones -- to cook and then eventually eat together. mnho being fond of jsvng not being perfect at it, helping jsvng with things he could probably do on his own, showing jsvng cool tricks (you want to see how to crack an egg with one hand) jsvng being all "woahhhh hyung you're magic!!!!!!!!", being easily impressed by the bare minimum. mnho getting a proud smile bc he has jsvng's attention on him and he made jsvng's pretty eyes sparkle !!!!!!!!! i love this anon... eating it up absolutely .... we need u in the docs, or the twinotes, or whatever anonieeee
latin album anon so overjoyed that you listened & enjoyed!! cosas que pasan my beloved... it's such a soothing song 🫂 it measn a lot to me that you took the time to not only listen but also remember a fave song really tysm!!
https://retrospring.net/@moonlitb1n/a/112974398285348721
So like , it's been more than A MONTH and I'm still thinking about when I pull away......
How the fuck did you even manage to write such a masterpiece/pos . It was truly beautiful . I fear that now I have to read that fic once a month now/pos .
It's just my assumption but i think somewhere in between, hosang was subconsciously trying to tell jsvng that he's an adult because maybe he wanted to take some of jsvng's burden?
I mean it would be ignorant of him if he didn't notice how jsvng worked 3 jobs , barely slept on that uncomfortable couch and was not looking after himself .
Maybe he wanted jsvng to see that he can help him by working and earning money too? And maybe he didn't know how to prove it to him ?
But it could all be just that he was really going through so much that he failed to notice jsvng's struggle and took out his frustration on him .
anon this.... omg this means the world to me thank you so much <3 and also thinking deeper about it!!!!
ah that makes me so happy. your assumption is on point; hosang has had to see all of the sacrifices that jsvng had made for them and because he looks up so much to jsvngie he wants to be like him -- that's also why he is so protective of his friends and also why he tries a little bit to be a little bossy to subin (and act like he knows adult stuff to him LOL). a big part of hosang is him wanting jsvng to see that they are on the same level, and that they have gone through the same things and jsvng recognizes it but feels guilt about it, he doesn't want hosang to have to be like him.... if that makes sense haha. this gave me an opportunity to yap about them lol i love hosang and jsvng my babies <3333
it's honestly such an honor to me that when i pull away is considered good enough for a monthly read and that you came to me because you were still thinking about it <333 it means so much you have no clue omg !!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hiii Lily!
Just the other day I was thinking about a royalty au with lot internal homophobia. Imagine Mnho being the heir of his kingdom & is coming of age soon(I'm setting this as 20 for obvious reason) . As the only heir to the throne, he had spent his life only preparing for the day he would take the crown from his father but before that ofc there's a condition. He requires to get married within 1 year. Though for him it's another menial task & doesn't really care much. He knows he'll probably follow his parents & will probably require to choose his future wife from bunch of princesses that have good connection with his nation via multiple competitions? So imagine his surprise on seeing a man (my baby Jsngie) among them. He gets furious & confronts his father about this. And he's father is like it's only for show & building strong networks & set good image since Jsng's kingdom is one of powerful one rn under his king, Chn(Jsng's elder bro). They're one of the oddities among rest who allowed gay marriages & women to work outside their family business in their kingdom.
So, Mnho ofc can't right away sent him home & tries his best to get him disqualified. But our Jsng is very competitive (the reason he joined in first place) & pass them all lol. And Mnho starts getting more & more annoyed by himself that he finds Jsng endearing whenever he do a happy lil dance at his wins, or his whining & pouty face when he learns there doesn't have any particular desert he likes here. Most of the princesses are also kinda supportive & lowkey cheering on Jsng cause Mnho gives entirely different vibes on his presence. He's more expressive & talkative with a small smile on his face when he bickers with Jsng.
Ofc Mnho father doesn't like it & believes king should not show his inner feelings on his face or get attached to anyone. So he scold Mnho about this & Sngie witnessed it and takes Mnho stand. They have a heart to heart talk about their how do different childhood, traumas, dreams etc. They slowly starts to spend more & more time alone whenever they can & fall in love with eo hehe. Kinda (lot) cliche I know😭😭😭😭😭
god i love this... this is building so nicely in my brain like i loveee the idea of jsvng being so competitve mnho can't seem to get him away from him even if he is trying (in my head he isn't trying that hard bc he's sort of kind of already liking the vibes that jsvng brings around) ALSOOO there is nothing i love more than women being supportive during stories like this -- i'm picturing a whole scene of jsvng gossiping w the princesses and them giving him on tips on how to appear more worthy for the place next to mnho, that would just be soooo cute. I love this so much <3333 also cliche's are cliche for a reason but i don't really find this cliche at all, this is so fun and i love jsvng helping mnho start to come out of his shell through just giving him a place to kind of play around with love this!!! love it!!!!
mmm brainworms for today are aliensvng.. and human mnho.. mnho who works at a research facility and studies space suddenly discovers a crashed ufo or some sort of spaceship that crashed just a few miles away from his lab.. goes there thinking its some wrecked satelite but its actually jsngs spaceship! and hes an alien! mnho gets scared and tries to run away but at second thought, he goes up to the alien and studies him closer, a wave of fondness over the slightly bigger creature, with his dotted pinkish skin and white hair with cute antenas peeking through, and his adorable squirrel -like face and big eyes looking right back at him, mnho gulps and tells jsng to come with him. .. now when theyre home, jsng hesitantly begins to explain what happened , trying his best to translate his words into the little korean (or maybe english? dunno where it could take place but i guess jsng sees mnho is korean and goes on based on that) while mnho listens, and tells jsng he can stay here until he finds a way back home.. over the months, mnho teaches jsng his spoken language better, jsng (now in his human form) finds a way to help mnho with daily activities, maybe even meet his friends ! and they fall into a domestic cycle, mnho coming home to jsng and cuddling up with him on the couch, tell him about his day or just watch a documentary - he's learned jsng likes to learn more about earth. but no, thats not right, mnho shouldnt get attached let alone fall in love with the alien living with him, (too late) becausr he will leave to his home planet at one point, and mnho will be just a piece of his memory, just a time where some human was overly nice and protective to an alien who could probably defend himself better than a human ever could. but he can't help and whisper to jsng one particularly quiet night, a rare instance where they fell alseep in jsngs room, "please don't leave. i think i like you too much" , and the alien looks at mnho, who is on the verge of tears, muttering apologies and starting to shuffle away , and reaches out and pulls mnho into a hug that he thinks he never wants to let go. whispers back, "im not. i wont. i dont want to leave either. i love you, mnho" surprised at his words and sudden more romantic confession than mnhos, he pulls away and looks at the human, who just smiles teary-eyed, looks at jsng as if he's his world, and as a quiet question spoken only with his eyes, goes in and presses his lips to jsngs. he kisses back and its like fireworks explode around them and a thousand fireflies light up his insides. more smooching more kisses, they fall asleep tangled togheter; at some point in the following days , jsng tells him he actually had a chance to leave, not long after mnho took him in, but denied, being too mesmerized by the human who just accepted him like his own. and mnho cries - happy tears - and they have sex ,, alien sex,, probably the best sex mnhos ever had.. !! and they live on happily ever after.. 🙁<3
anonie please i just read this like i was watching a movie this is so perfect... alien svng is so perfect and i could see him literally being so interested in every little thing -- mnho watches him adoringly as he pokes at his cat's trying to figure out what the fuck this cute little creatures are and proceeds to put on a documentary for him about cats that jsvng finds so interesting he ends up binge watching a whole bunch of documentaries which starts his learning curve, mnh finds him in the morning with the cats next to him as he's trying to teach them tricks and the cats just blink at him like he's lost his mind.... pls they are so in love and there being a chance for one to leave which isn't taken is always so... so good because why would they leave? they've got all they need right there. anon your mind... kisses it softly...
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