anonie · 19d
https://retrospring.net/@moonlitb1n/a/112974398285348721
So like , it's been more than A MONTH and I'm still thinking about when I pull away......
How the fuck did you even manage to write such a masterpiece/pos . It was truly beautiful . I fear that now I have to read that fic once a month now/pos .
It's just my assumption but i think somewhere in between, hosang was subconsciously trying to tell jsvng that he's an adult because maybe he wanted to take some of jsvng's burden?
I mean it would be ignorant of him if he didn't notice how jsvng worked 3 jobs , barely slept on that uncomfortable couch and was not looking after himself .
Maybe he wanted jsvng to see that he can help him by working and earning money too? And maybe he didn't know how to prove it to him ?
But it could all be just that he was really going through so much that he failed to notice jsvng's struggle and took out his frustration on him .
anon this.... omg this means the world to me thank you so much <3 and also thinking deeper about it!!!!
ah that makes me so happy. your assumption is on point; hosang has had to see all of the sacrifices that jsvng had made for them and because he looks up so much to jsvngie he wants to be like him -- that's also why he is so protective of his friends and also why he tries a little bit to be a little bossy to subin (and act like he knows adult stuff to him LOL). a big part of hosang is him wanting jsvng to see that they are on the same level, and that they have gone through the same things and jsvng recognizes it but feels guilt about it, he doesn't want hosang to have to be like him.... if that makes sense haha. this gave me an opportunity to yap about them lol i love hosang and jsvng my babies <3333
it's honestly such an honor to me that when i pull away is considered good enough for a monthly read and that you came to me because you were still thinking about it <333 it means so much you have no clue omg !!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
