i have several pet peeves, actually. ranging from mundane things to things i absolutely loathe.

• chewing sounds when eating
• people who use too much velcro (i hate the
• silent treatments or giving cold shoulders
• when someone says “i’m fine” and it’s clear that they’re not
• only replies my messages when they need me
• being a pick me (in a sense that they feel superior when they like or dislike something that is uncommon)
• when someone uses their phone too much while they’re with you
• bad manners, arrogance
• when someone doesn’t take good care of their hygiene

these are just some examples, but i can’t stand people who are arrogant and thinks that they are better than anyone else. 😕

blair waldorf and usagi tsukino.

ㅡ blair waldorf from ‘gossip girl’.

blair is naradilla kiara shailendra’s spirit animal. she captivates the audience with her undeniable charisma, wit, and determination. onr of the most compelling aspects of her character lies in her evolution throughout the series. from the outset, she's introduced as the quintessential mean girl, reigning over manhattan's elite with an iron fist. however, beneath her polished exterior lies a vulnerable soul grappling with familial pressures, insecurities, and the relentless pursuit of perfection.

she looks perfect, but she is fragile. she's not just a superficial socialite but a fiercely intelligent and ambitious young woman. she harbours a huge amount of love within her, which she often express through her actions towards her best friends: serena, nate and chuck. her tumultuous relationship with chuck also showcases her vulnerability, resilience, and capacity for growth as she navigates the complexities of love, forgiveness, and self-discovery.

she's unapologetically ambitious, yet her moral compass often guides her actions, albeit with occasional detours. blair's flaws humanise her, making her relatable and endearing to viewers who witness her triumphs and setbacks.

ㅡ usagi tsukino from ‘sailor moon’.

usagi is the epitome of the modern magical girl archetype, blending innocence, courage, and compassion in equal measure. at first glance, usagi may seem like an ordinary teenage girl with a liking of laziness and sweets, but beneath her carefree exterior lies a heart of gold and a fierce sense of justice. for me personallyㅡshe is such a relatable character; she struggles with insecurities, self-doubt, and the challenges of adolescence.

one of usagi's most admirable traits is her unwavering devotion to her friends and loved ones. as the leader of the sailor senshis, she embodies the values of friendship, loyalty, and selflessness, always willing to put herself in harm's way to protect those she cares about. usagi's character arc is defined by her growth and development as she matures from a clumsy and naive girl into a confident and capable leader. she learned important lessons about love, responsibility, and the true meaning of heroism.

usagi's ability to find strength in her vulnerabilities sets her apart as a truly inspiring character. despite facing countless enemies and challenges, she never loses sight of her convictions or her belief in the power of love and friendship. usagi's resilience and optimism reminds me that even in the darkest of times, there is always light to be found.

to be honest, i have a plenty. and i am in a state where i harbour a low self-esteem due to things i cannot openly mention in public. i am not confident about myself, i don’t find myself attractive, i am broken and i have traumas that might take a lot of effort to be resolved.

yet if you are asking for the ‘biggest’ one, i’d say that i think i’m not able to make people stay with me for a long time. i always try to give my all, especially in terms of love and relationship. however, i tend to not receive as much as i give to my partner. it leaves me questioning whether my efforts were enough, where it all went wrong, and how can i fix everything.

i desire to feel loved: cherished, adored and appreciated. to bask in the warmth of security; intertwining my fingers with someone who loves me most. someone who wouldn’t hesitate to give me the world if i asked them to. someone who feels familiar, someone who feels like home.

yet, i am not sure if someone like that exists.

next question, please?

bercanda.

bibianne, she is a little ball of energy. a social butterfly who befriends everyone. that friend who takes you to a shopping mall and greets everyone she meets. from an acquaintance, her classmate’s mother, to the security guards.

she is the type of person who expresses her love by ‘annoying’ the people she adores. but somehow, that action of ‘annoying’ me never annoys me at all. rather, i find her cute little actions endearing.

she is a person who loves unconditionally. you don’t need to talk to her every single day to know whether she cares about you, because she always do. if she doesn’t reply to you, that doesn’t mean that she hates you or is angry towards you, because that is a habit of hers (which i think should be fixed).

all in all, she is one of my dearest friend, whom i cherish like my own sibling. as much as i don’t want to say it to her face, she is annoyingly adorable and i love her entire being.

and i’m glad that she finally found her happiness, her home, her sanctuary. please be happy always, for anyone who shall harm you will face the kind of wrath they had never seen before.

𝑥𝑥,

𝓴.

hello there, anonymous. i do not know who you might be, but certainly you had to be one of my acquaintances if not my friend.

i truly appreciate the question, but to make me smile is one of the easiest thing you could ever do.

as i cherish about my loved ones a lot, to be made sure about their well-being and delight is perhaps the most effortless way. knowing how most of them are content, or surrounded by the people who treasure them puts my mind at ease.

but if you’re referring to direct interactions with me, then you can simply tell me silly stories or anecdotes of yours, and i would laugh along with you. or probably tell me something that made you smile today, something that you are grateful for.

or perhaps, hand me a compliment or two? because who dislikes affection from others, right?

it is actually easier done than said, because i am a smiley and cheerful person at heart. i hope that helps!

if i were to describe niskaela in one word, she would be genuine. she is like a blank page of a book, ready to be written with limitless memories.

first if all, she is easy to approach. she accepts everyone equally and is willing to get to know new friends although she has many of them. she makes people feel comfortable to tell her their stories and concerns. she listen to others, not with her ears but with her heart.

this is something out of the question, yet i feel obligated to mention. she is beautiful, inside and out. her face resembles porcelain doll, and her heart is pure, always wishing only the best to other people.

she is eloquent and intelligent. she is able to string phrases into heavenly sentences that makes me admire her even more.

she is irresistible. and to her future partner, you are a lucky guy to be able to have her heart. please handle her with care and make sure that she would be the happiest woman to ever walk the earth.

i can’t surely arrange 10,000 words to describe niskaela here, but she needs to know that even ten thousand words could never be enough for me to express the love i harbour for her.

she is my best friend, a trusted confidante. one whom i shall seek for to share laughs and cries.

in short, i love you and please always be happy. 🤍

𝑥𝑥,
𝓴.