yeah so not a lot of cool clothes get made in my size, and also I get harassed even when I wear stereotypically masculine shit, so dressing in fun ways can be difficult. that said, I still do it to some extent, and find ways to express myself even if it makes the world uncomfortable (like I do absolutely wear shirts with homoerotic imagery, tiny tight shorts, leather/pvc collars...). sometimes I make compromises, like wearing Hawaiian shirts because it's the only acceptable way to get colour into my wardrobe, and also the buttons let me show off my chest hair lol

but if I could dress however I wanted... basically like, I'd wear long slouchy coats, more patterns, more straps + harnesses, faux/fur, do fun stuff with eyeshadow, mesh shirts... I'd probably be a lot more goth. here are a couple of pics, just as examples

https://goo.gl/images/Mf5KL7
https://66.media.tumblr.com/6c6e2f7909fb532db10c79ea7615a421/tumblr_orkcxnH8k31tr28bbo1_1280.jpg

also a lot of rick owens stuff. rick owens but sluttier