You're right and I do believe that. The ideal self of me would be like someone who always on track at the plans that already made, someone would love to life at the peace place like in the middle of forest or at the seasore so they can heard the grooming of waves everytime they needed to, someone that always be honest and never hesitant to validate their feelings when went through everything happened and someone who always bravely trying something new. Anyway thank you for sharing your thought.