anonus · 19d
//NSFW// After sex Nikolai becomes incredibly clingy/cuddly to the point where it's almost like he wants to become a part of Fyodor. Fyodor finds this very troublesome/bothersome, but a very small part of his mind thinks that it's cute. Nikolai hates himself for acting like that and has a war with himself inside his mind over it every time he catches himself showing too much affection.
After they're done Nikolai collapses over Fyodor and refuses to move; doesn't even pull out at first. Nikolai embraces him as stiffly as possible, nuzzles into neck, places kisses everywhere and showers with affection - that he knows disclose alarmingly much. Post-orgasmic bliss sedates, for a little bit Nikolai can ignore conflict inside mind and pursue heart's innermost wishes. He hates acting like this but it can't be helped. Just a little bit, Nikolai thinks.
Fyodor is peeved for variety of reasons. First thing first, Nikolai is heavy. They're too sticky, he's too uncomfortable. He just wants to sleep. Or take a shower. Definitely not lay over sweaty sheets and be crushed by Nikolai who's clearly not petting him because he wants another round. These affections void of ulterior motive are just... too much.
He groans if Nikolai can move but futile. Nikolai acts like he didn't even register him. Fyodor being Fyodor quickly puzzles him out. Now that he knows it's all authentic he finds Nikolai's clinginess cute - and exploitable. He returns some of affections. Nikolai makes an inhuman sound and squeezes Fyodor so tight in a heat of a moment he almost crushes his ribcage.
