It's almost 4 am here and I'm kind of having a breakdown right now and so I thought about AB Jn and the pressure and expectations others put on him and how he thought those goals were his own and then the realization of what was their true intentions and the need to breakthrough it. Perhaps I'm seeing it in a totally different light and it's far from your characterization of AB Jn but I want to thank you for writing him. I hope he finds his answers (and I wish I'll find mine)