You’re welcome but I don’t think I’m acting normal, I think I’m just far enough removed from the situation. like dude the first thing you said to me was threatening to unhinge my jaw on the sidewalk and then block evading across like 3 different sites to continue sending messages. there is a reason you’re getting such volatile reactions from people.

if being online/around certain people or in certain fandoms is affecting you this much you do very much need to step back and disconnect for a while. if not because you feel bad about what you’re doing to other people then at least do it for yourself because this is clearly not good for you either