ruru · 14d
hi xi do you ever think (before his hangout event) kaveh wishes he went with his dad to the interdarshan championship so that he could have died alongside him, if nothing else
honestly consciously i think he loves survival (in spite of everything & out of spite towards everything) but alsooo he would spiral irrationally so probably yes but in those moments (eg during a particularly bad burnout/breakdown, when he feels like his work isn’t going anywhere, etc.)
