you guys should add me on discord (i'm so fucking bored and the servers i join are also so boring (except one, shout out to hep house)) please guys i cant keep opening retro or neo plea <- is desperate for interaction from people

here's the system neospring i talked about an ask ago: https://neospring.org/@snezhnaya

actually, i don't think identities should be defined by suffering. i think identities should be defined by triumphing over those struggles along with the pride and joy of being a particular identity... something like that. that's how i feel with being bigender.

neospring is so fucking clunky bro... whatever, ive dealt with bundlrs worse than this

ive been considering on making a neospring for my system to just post and unmask i guess. it would be fun

it's my birthday

the struggle to speak literally any language normally because of your accent. i sound like a foreigner speaking indonesian sometimes... i sound american but slip in some british when speaking english... and then there's spanish which for some reason i have a pretty good accent for... i grew up in an indonesian speaking household what is this

since i'm extremely homesick and miss my native country, i headcanon kaeya to be mixed south asian (out of respect) + southeast asian (indonesian specifically :3), and also a third culture kid like me because fuck my life. and here i go, ia (semi ia?) again

i might go ia here so i'll just shoutout my mutuals that i remember uhh
xiuyu (i don't remember how to spell your name im so sorry), lan liker / reignbow, rodion

das it, if you want me i have a tumblr (npdchilde)

people should ask me about how much i love diluc ragnvindr (he is my other half, we complete eachother's moon phases, he is fire and im water, we are doomed but beautiful, we love each other in such an intricate way that i can't put it into words)

IT'S CHILDE'S BIRTHDAY, YIPPEE!! HAPPY CHILDE DAY!! HAPPY TARTAGLIA DAY!!

watched bocchi the rock and yuri on ice in the same week... any other anime recommendations? short ones not like mha or demon slayer please

want more mutuals but i don't like the risk of getting into beef with other people online... the attention would be fun but good lord i'd wanna jump off a microwave out of stress

people probably won't read this but i do not want people to steal / copy / repost my layouts, temps, graphics, etc. at all. heavy inspo should be ASKED AND CREDITED, and light inspo is completely fine. it gives me really bad anxiety and sets off my npd and bpd with the whole "i'm unique" + unstable identity things. saying this since i got a really bad anxiety attack that went on for like 10-15 minutes and if it were any worse, i'd probably be in a big pickle by now. sighs...