a work of art · 3mo
I realized I made a typographical error in my last message yesterday. It genuinely made me want to grip my hair. That aside, I wonder if you had a good sleep last night? Is there a dream worth sharing perhaps? As for me, I just slept soundly, though still a bit drowsy as I write this. I did said that I’ll come back here today, and I dislike giving promises and breaking it, so here I am, just to let you know that you actually became a muse to my written pieces. A bit cliche, but that’s just it, you have an effect on me, and I like it— that effect. The songs I listen to immediately reminds me of you, you bring a smile to my face without being aware of it. And if I were given a chance, to draw you and become my muse, I’d take it, without hesitation. You’re worthy of having someone capture your beauty and maybe even your flaws (flaws makes an individual even more attractive) to preserve it to the coming years or maybe generations. Pictures are overrated, something about paintings, and just any form of art that captures the beauty of things feels different. The effort, the thought, and the determination as well as the emotions of the artist are conveyed through a simple sketch on a paper. I think you’ve had enough of my dreamy flowery words for today, I’ll come back again. Good luck today and don’t over work :)
good day, anony! please, don’t worry about your typographical error. I didn’t even mind it at all!
my sleep was fine! I accidentally slept last night with my AirPods still in my ears and my phone in my hand. I guess I was that tired that I didn’t even notice I knocked out suddenly HAHAHAHA. and no, I didn’t have any dreams last night :(( but it’s good to hear that you slept soundly! you should’ve woken up properly before sending me a message, though! but your determination to keep your promise is admirable, even if it meant messaging me half-asleep. it’s sweet, really. and please, don’t feel pressured about that promise. you don’t have to drop by every day—it’s not an obligation! just feel free to come by when you feel like it, no pressure at all!
knowing that I became a muse for your writing—it really makes me wonder how I had such an effect on you. don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind it at all! it’s just... this is all so foreign to me. the last time I was someone’s muse was back in 2021 when I still had a girlfriend. so, I’m a little overwhelmed by it, but in a good way—don’t worry!
I feel like I should apologize for making you think of me every time a song plays /j. it’s such a strange thought, though, but also a little sweet. I guess it’s flattering that just my existence has that effect on you, but honestly—it’s hard for me to wrap my head around. I’ve always just seen myself as... me, so hearing you say all these things feels surreal. I’m glad, though, that I can bring a little light to your day, even without me realizing it.
as for the whole painting thing, I’ve never really thought of myself as someone you’d want to capture in art... but I appreciate the sentiment. there’s something really personal and meaningful about someone seeing you that way—flaws and all—and wanting to preserve that in art. I guess it’s just not something I ever considered for myself. I’m just human, full of imperfections and quirks like everyone else. but still, it’s touching to hear you say that. thank you, really.
I don’t know why, but I’m actually teary-eyed as I type this LOL. I’ve never had someone tell me such kind and sweet words like these. I know I said this many times already but, thank you, anony. you really like to bring tears to my eyes, huh? /j, lh.
