It pains me how you don't feel like you deserve to be loved. I just want you to know that you are loved, by me, and by others too. I hope you're aware of how deserving you are of that; love, affection, and care. Seeing your post made me end up being here again, it's not a bother, I just wanted to remind you that you are loved, you might feel like you do, but you are. You deserve all the love, kai. You have a kind hard, and a lot of love to give, you deserve the same treatment, people might not show it, or you might not exactly feel it, but in a world where love feels like it does not exist, there's always one person or two who would offer you that affection, the care, all the things you deserve to have and feel. I hope you don't feel uncomfortable with me by saying this after the last message I sent seven days ago. I really really just wanted to comfort you, it pains me how the person I like feels like that, and here I am also wanting to comfort you, give you my warmth and remind you again and again of how deserving you are to be loved.