🍵 · 3mo
hey, g. so… i really love this girl, we both in love (i don’t know anymore) we’ve been know each other for 9 months. i thought she trust me, but turns out it’s just me who trust her, trust us. she never trust me from the start. that’s why she always ovethink too much until it took her mind completely, her feeling for me. she feel numb. i’m trying to understand her until now. but knowing the fact that she pretend to love me about 2 months it’s really breaking my heart. i thought i’ll be okay as long as she with me, but it’s not. i’m trying to forgive myself and her. but it’s really hard. i just want to die, this feeling is killing me. what should i do, g? i’m so desperate..
i’m sorry you have to go through something as difficult as this. but i think when it comes to loving someone, we need to understand whether our feelings are based on genuine emotions or the need to be loved in return. if we lack self-love, our minds can easily trick us into a deep, dark place. when you love yourself enough, you recognize that you deserve to be loved just as much as you have always loved. even if they don’t love you back, it doesn’t mean you’re less worthy than anyone who comes after you in their life. it’s more about the lack of connection with that particular person, and you will find that connection with someone else someday.
