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i always choose her, all the time. but she never trust me, she never see me. but i’m still here, waiting for her. aku cap… — it’s okay to feel tired if there’s no reciprocation. yet, it’s important to focus on yourself. if the fact that she doesn’t … https://retrospring.net/@octobersfilm/a/112984178103198774 kak, inget ini gak? i finally let her go. aku sayang banget sama dia, kita berdua sama-sama sayang. aku yang dulunya maksa dia buat stay sekarang lebih milih lepasin dia karena aku udah terlalu sakit dan kasihan liat dia sakit gara-gara aku. tapi aku takut kejadiannya kayak tahun lalu kak, dulu kami ngelaluin ini. aku awalnya baik-baik aja, tapi beberapa hari kemudian ngejar buat dapetin dia lagi. dia udah pesen sama aku, kalau gak mau diblock semua akses kontak ke dia, jangan sampai ulangin kejadian yang sama kayak tahun lalu. aku takut gak kuat kak…aku sayang banget sama dia…gimana caranya bisa stop perasaan ini…aku bener-bener gak sanggup rasanya…dari kemarin nangis dan nahan nyesek untuk berusaha gak nangis, tapi susah…aku takut banget kak…
it must’ve been hard, and i know you’re trying your best not to go back to her, but first of all, i want you to know that it’s okay to cry and let your feelings out. i know you love her so much, and i wish i had solutions for your situation. but i’ve seen friends go through the same thing, and sometimes it’s better to just let your heart feel what it wants. one day, when you’ve had enough, you’ll naturally let her go, and she won’t occupy your mind anymore. it’s also important to get better at loving yourself, because if you can love someone this deeply, you deserve to be loved just as much in return. and if they can’t offer you the same amount of love, then i simply believe that person doesn’t deserve you.
