yes but not at this age cause teenagers can't be ill :P i've already predicted how bad my mental state will be once i turn into an adult because of the lack of assistance and treatment in this god forsaken country that if i lived in that era some men will either hunt me down with torches and pitchforks cause they think im a witch or glorify and fetishize me for my ophelia-like aura and mysteriousness . anyways yeah and then i'd get sent to jail . why do you think im in therapy for bpd