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For me (the cis fem girl with the Jccng sapphic awakening and crush), I also like bbtm Jccng and he is my ult but I do not self insert on him, it's more like: I think he is a bttm+ I'm attracted to him and I would love him to get lovingly fcked bc I would fck him too :) <3 From what I saw maybe that's what majority of nsfw mctz shippers think too when they think of one of them as the bttm but not sure
Tho also I actually don't self insert that much always with whoever is topping him either bc I don't find the need I'm just very happy when Hj is loved <3 Tho maybe me also being ace spectrum (probably demisexual+grayace and sex positive but sometimes a bit repulsed+prefering to see unconventional+kink) and the fact of prefering girls influences that a little too. Maybe there are more reasons but not completely sure I see them or know how to explain. But yeah ig that's the main ones. It doesn't matter but just sharing lol and hope I wasn't too tmi!
Ah also! About sharing how was my Jccng sapphic awakening if you don't mind maybe tmi and rambling, going off topic and writing too much (I would try not but can't promise lol) I can share it one day when I'm not distracted and have time and energy yes! :)
And thank you for having this space, listening and having interesting convos, and being so nice☺️💖
the "putting yourself in the place of X" is a bit nebulous to me! i don't know how it works from person to person. i think in fiction just imagining the moment as if you were a spectator is what happens for me without having to put myself in the place of either
and just sharing my own experience, but this is extremely varied from person to person, but i'm a lesbian but i'm not very drawn to wlw content. it's very interesting to see how each person interacts with these topics
feel free to share btw!! i'd love to read it if you ever do send 🥰
thank you for chiming in and sharing your experiences! 💕💕
