why would this sentiment be abnormal? 😔 this is such a nice thing to hear. im glad that u feel that way; i remember being a closeted proshipper myself feeling super impressed by how comfortable people were being themselves on ddtwt. now look at me!! it's totally fine if ur not ready to properly join the community, lurking for a bit on ur own can help u come to terms with it :) let's hope we see u joining the ranks soon hehe. and of course, the lolisho agenda is neverending