Well, I'm mentally ill, so I get to thinking that emotions are sort of performed for the benefit of others and that it's actually kind of hard to tell when I'm happy or unhappy, I mean really and truly. So I would credit other people for my happiness, because I probably wouldn't actually express it and mark it if they weren't around to interpret it as happiness. And I tend to avoid expressing unhappiness, because I don't see it as valuable to me or others to do that. I know that's wrong, or that it's supposed to be wrong, but it's still a thing my brain is saying.