honestly I haven't gotten that far with it but basically I gave all my problems to chn and made him deal with a flare up like I do 😭 he has fibromyalgia and POTS but he actually gets diagnosed and treated. you know. like a person. but I'm thinking abt just. writing my experiences with him as a place holder. wouldn't be the first time I've kind of. put all my pain into a character. (stares at my vminkook fic) but as for now it's very much self indulgent and. kinda only worked on when I feel like shit. feel free to ask any other questions tho I don't mind talking abt it!!!