anonymous robo · 1mo
Hi Rury! How are you? I was wondering, have you ever had a person that's been like a muse to you? maybe they were also an artist or just someone that inspired you to create in general that you had a close bond with? and if yes (or if no just your thoughts on if it happened) do you think your art gains from it or you kinda lose yourself a little in the feeling? sorry if im describing it all poorly, not my native language gg
no worries your english is perfect btw, but to answer your question ..no.. i cant think of. a way to say this that doesnt come off sounding bad for me but i tend to be the one others became obsessed with. but ive had very extremely few close bonds with people. and ive had a few people who really encouraged me to do whatever i wanted and that helped me grow a lot. i needed love from people. but although a lot of fantasies with characters for me revolve around obsessions or total desperation, this isnt really having anything to do with me in real life. sometimes things from my real life will come out in the art, for sure, but you cant really know as the viewer which was a result of a multi-layered fantasy, what was a page from my actual life or whats inspired by someone whos art i like. i gues it would be a lie to say i never get obsessed with anyone. i get obsessed wth people i can never meet or talk to sometimes (and i dont want to) kdfgjhfgkj
