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rury do u have any mario kart tips for a brand new player? like. freshly born brand new never touched it before
omg yes lol. im not that good at it so i might not be the one to ask but heres a couple for Mario Kart 8:
1. turn auto steering off, i think its automatically on. it will fuck you up and handicap your improvement later
2. always drag an item. to drag, push and hold the item button without releasing it. dragging an item means a shell coming for you from behind will hit the item instead. if you drag a bomb, it will explode you in this case so its better not to. the speaker cant be dragged, but it can be used to destroy any items about to hit you, including blue shells, so be careful when you use it.
3, related to dragging items, if youre holding a coin already, you cant get another coin through item boxes. this means that the next item box you get will spawn an item you can drag to protect yourself instead of another coin. this is mostly helpful for first place
4. drift as much as possible.
5. and most annoyingly, try to memorize the tracks. memorizing the layout of a track, the locations of the turns and item boxes, will be the only way to become "good" at the game.
6. trick on any and all jumps. you tap the r button to trick. tricking will give you a speed boost each time,so whenever your wheels leave the ground no matter how brief, attempt to trick
these are some tips that helped me so i hope they can be helpful to you too. ty!!
Boy jacking off,,,I hear it's the next big thing,,,
Favorite traits in a yandere? Tired and boring yandere cliches?
That “why are you a vtuber” message hurt to read, I feel it was truly mean spirited. Not a fan of the trolls that have been cropping up lately. Anyways I know you struggle to connect with others, I do to. But I’ve never met a streamer besides you who genuinely seems interested in their “costumers” as individuals. Even if we are reasonably cagey with personal info I feel like you’ve gotten to know us and our chats are fun and meaningful. Heck the haters man. Keep up the stellar work Rury.
Thank you ;-; i really appreciate that... yeah i was feeling down when I got the message and i have thoughts sometimes like why should I evn do this, when im bad at it.. but i do like it and i want to get better at it and enjoy it more, but even if i dont and things just kinda stay the way they are, i would be satisfied lol. i just find it satisfying. someday soon i want to do art streams again as well but its a bit dificult because of both the software issues where the display of the drawing freezes constantly an dthe fact im not usually drawing sfw kfjghdkjfgh
hi rury :3 would u ever entertain making an outfit of the day type post or anything like that? not necessarily irl pics cus i know that is very personal, maybe just sharing what styles u like or ur favorite thing in ur closet... it feels random but i can't help but be curious about ur fashion sense! i don't know if u have had the time/energy/money to go clothes shopping (or if u even like to go shopping. it can be so stressful sometimes) since u moved but i'm also so so curious about what that's like in japan.... it's probably so easy and less expensive to get merch auuuhh....!!! anyway. i love ur art and ur streams (even tho i usually miss them and can only watch the vods orz), ur very inspiring, i hope the weather's cooling down for u and ur doing well!
Oh that would be cute!! i think the OL clothes i wear to work wouldnt suit rury that good, but i can definitely try to make something like this! shopping in japan is fun and i tend to like their trends and colors/cuts a lot more than the clothes that were available in my price range in America. Though, I havent done a ton of shopping, I dont have that many clothes and i cycle through the same couple of outfits LOL. Thank you so much for the sweet message. Yes, shopping for merch is really fun here.. i dont really have a collection of merch, but ive been buying used manga and light novels and reading them to study japanese, which is fun :3 I have my ups and downs but i think im doing pretty good... i hope so LOL
Thank you so much for that earthsea art, it's one of my favorite movies ever and seeing Arren and Therru in your style is wonderful, especially since you're one of my favorites artists
Not original person who asked the question but I think it’s interesting you don’t obsess over people often. You portray obsession in a very relatable way. I find your portrayals of codependency as most compelling of all actually, they feel very real and anchored to lived experience. Thank you for your cathartic work.
ahh thank you for your message. i think this is something similar to like, being able to see two perspectives at once. i can understand many behaviors through the emotional landscape that creates them, people who externalize their emotions, because i internalize my own. i direct everything inwards and avoid contact, where a lot of people seek it out. i understand the needs and wants that lead to the seeking completely, but because i stay internal, nothing happens. this is related to feeling no sense of agency in my own life. for many reasons, it came to pass that i felt nothing i could do would ever change anything in my life and i would be completely at whoever or whatevers whims. i cant assert myself, i can barely understand myself as a person in the same way that people around me are people. i can barely integrate my understanding of myself into the world, let alone make decisions asserting anything. does this make sense? in the way that i have completely gone inside, mentally, and dived down as deep as possible into there. and tried to fill my needs and wants from inside, futilely. all the emotions of others who have interacted me become understandable like this. like im making an effort as much as possibel to understand them bc my everyday is a state of perpetual confusion and bewilderment with being human and needing to interact with others. like complete alienation. also in the sense that, the fujoshi needs to understand the emotions of the seme and the uke to weave a yarn. to play both roles. if one is missing, the work feels hollow. if you spend a lot of time fantasizing, you can just understand so many emotional reactions people might have. its like only when i have time to fantasize that i understand. and even then, my understanding is a fake one that comes from within, i cant truly understand anyone elses feelings, but at the same time, i have this sense when i am doing well that i am one with the world, i am within everyone and everything around me, and i belong here.
i know im late but i remember an anon telling u abt the coffin of andy and leyley and i played it recently and holy shit ashley did nothing wrong
Rury, why did you decide to vtube? You don't really seem to enjoy most people/their takes on anything, do you feel like it's worth your time? not asking in bad faith, im just simmilar in that, i find it appealing, just don't think I'd genuinely connect with anyone....and you don't seem to want to on a deeper level, with your chat, idk
maybe im wrong, maybe the smalltalk about anime is worth it, but you don't really seem to advertise yourself so it's not like you want a huge platform either, so what is your motivation? It doesn't seem to be connection, not monetary gain, so.... I kinda get a feeling like you express yourself/share yourself (be it not directly, but i think u understand) only through art, you mentioned connecting to others multiple times but i don't really see you persuing or even just wanting any business with others really, but im a meer observer who's perspective might be screwed. im also only talking about internet and stuff, your persona online.
Ah im like. struggling a little bit with this. i will take your observation as it is and try to respond... its true that i kind of only care about my own take, but i think many ppl are like this.. many people who make things? i was set free when you learn how to talk about what i like and dont like, and why.. so you can like compare it to other people and have a conversation that way. to avoid the type of conversation that is like "i think this sucks" and have one more like "this is not for me, because..."
as for the connection, its not really that i dont want to connect with other people. its that i have a tremendous difficulty with it... and i want to change, i need to learn to connect with other people more, to survive. to be honest though, i dont really know how to change and i dont know how or why im failing to connect with chat. probably for the same or similar reasons that im failing in the first place, i am unable to evaluate this from my own perspective.
i could be wrong too but, i feel like a lot of people just do stream for like,. smalltalk? i dont know how im supposed to get deepr with people. am i supposed to talk more about my feelings or ask about others feelings? i find feelings are difficult to talk about, as they are to convey with art. so that could be part of the reason..;; i have to wonder also, if you came to other streams? or maybe just one recently.. were you here for a while, thinking that what i was doing seemed pointless?
i do want to connect with people... i want to collaborate with other streamers when i can, but i find planning really difficult and feel like i have little to offer as an entertainer. but it is fun for me to stream anyway, even if i cant do it for long, or its just some small talk. its just a little bit of a hangout. like, in real life i have friends that i cherish really dearly but i have to make an effort to see them, i have to go against my nature which is rotting away indoors doing nothing and talking to no one. when i think about how i made many of my friends online, it was through other friends or sometimes through a fandom, when i was posting a lot. i dont post much anymore bc its just a different environment, and im not active in any fandoms. so maybe you feel like there is no proper avenue to get to know me, which may be true. but to be honest, i also did make a friend through streaming, so that is possible to happen, if we are like, on the same wavelength enough... like i feel like everything for me happens super slowly. because i cant plan and im always fighting against this urge inside to isolate. and like, im being really honest with you right now by saying as much,
i feel like i suck at streaming, which is most likely true,
but i really like getting to use a virtual avatar, and being able to talk to people online,
about things that i could never talk to anyone irl about, because my interests are too obscure. like it ,,, its really good for me to be abel to do that.
i also like to help people if i can, in the case of art streams, and id like to help with whatever i know or just let people know if they liked my art and wanted to know about my process at all.
its possible that i will never improve.
Hi Rury! How are you? I was wondering, have you ever had a person that's been like a muse to you? maybe they were also an artist or just someone that inspired you to create in general that you had a close bond with? and if yes (or if no just your thoughts on if it happened) do you think your art gains from it or you kinda lose yourself a little in the feeling? sorry if im describing it all poorly, not my native language gg
no worries your english is perfect btw, but to answer your question ..no.. i cant think of. a way to say this that doesnt come off sounding bad for me but i tend to be the one others became obsessed with. but ive had very extremely few close bonds with people. and ive had a few people who really encouraged me to do whatever i wanted and that helped me grow a lot. i needed love from people. but although a lot of fantasies with characters for me revolve around obsessions or total desperation, this isnt really having anything to do with me in real life. sometimes things from my real life will come out in the art, for sure, but you cant really know as the viewer which was a result of a multi-layered fantasy, what was a page from my actual life or whats inspired by someone whos art i like. i gues it would be a lie to say i never get obsessed with anyone. i get obsessed wth people i can never meet or talk to sometimes (and i dont want to) kdfgjhfgkj
(not meant to be negative/lecture-y just informative on why the anon would send that) zoosadism is often used for zoophiles who enjoy torturing/killing animals for sexual pleasure, i totally get what you mean when you use it though (zoology + sadism in animals, as someone who also likes studying things like empathy and sadism etc in animals) , though i wish ppl wouldnt be so hostile when asking for clarification
ohh i see, and yeah people like that totally exist. tbh, i only like thinking about and watching animals with other animals, without humans involved. preferably wild animals out of captivity, so for example even if i enjoy footage of orcas killing dolphins, it doesnt do anything for me if someone releases a snake into a mouse enclosure or somethinglike that. im talking about the type of shit you see in nature documentaries (although modern ones dont get as graphic anymore, sadly.) its just fascinating shit to me... but yeah
have you ever watched/read alien nine?
what the hell are you talking about with zoosadism 😭 are you just talking about fictional shit or what?
I've tried to capture asushin's more awkward and dependant nature in my art but I don't hold a candle to your portrayal of the ship lol. Alas.
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